Nothing, its not like it will affect me in death. I will fade away with no thoughts, no conscience, no sense of any sort of emotion, nothing at all.
But i guess i am glad i was able to see my plants. reply
I feel like you need to just tell him that you dont feel ready yet, and you need time to yourself to think about it. Try going back to your parents house, visit and spend some time to yourself. When you feel ready try talking to him and think of what to do next.
If you still need time, just tell him. Whatever you feel is important and should be t...... reply