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This story is so suffocating...every panel sends such a bitter feeling throughout my body like it is so uncomfortable. But the art is gorgeous. I kinda wish.. it wasn't so predictably uncomfortable. Idk. Maybe because I relate to being so desperate and pathetic when I have a crush...utterly pathetic. And seeing your crush love someone unknowingly is so damn painful even if he is a jerk lol. I know he'll end up with Yohan but still... it is painful rn. And I bet that jerk is fucking that poor kid. However it is a different experience to see the toxic seme from a 3rd person perspective
Usually that sweet guy would be the mc if this was a typical bl, but we are getting the side couple as the main characters. It's interesting. I just hope this ends soon and we get yohan and him crushing on each other soon because I can't take it