shizu-chan's Topics (761)

I have read the novel and I'm just gonna say this:

I've read hundreds of bls - novels and mangas,manhuas, manhas - since I was barely a teenager and I've never read a ml who is a bigger simp and lover boy than our cutie Taehee.

This might also be the best top 3 bl novels, nah even if not bl just the best stories, I've read. The emotions I felt reading this novel are emotions I thought I would never feel in my life again.

The way Taehee loves our Jaegyeom is the way God intended humans to be loved by their lovers. His love is as pure and passionate and selfless as it can get. I am fucking crying just typing this lmao. He will come to love Jaegyeom with every single atom in his body...like I have never felt someone's endless devotion and adoration of a fictional character towards their beloved the way Taehee has and I thought nothing could ever surprise me. This kind of yearning and devotion... it made me so emotional and excited that I could lie down on my bed and curl into a fetal position and cry all night.

The last time I felt this devastated when I read MXTX. I cried so much reading it lmao XD and don't even get me started on Husky and Shizun. Literally had to take off-days from work to recuperate from crying lmao

Anyway, they're skipping a lot of shit in the manhwa so I'm gonna read it way way way later because honestly the novel love I have is making me irritated but the art is so gorgeous that I'm helpless.

I am so glad to be alive rn that I got to read this story and know a character like Yoon Taehee. May this kind of love find me and everyone who has been scarred by the deepest hurt of betrayal and abandonment.

I just an full of love and adoration for this man. I could cry rn lol.

I'm starting to read the novel but this artstyle doesn't suit the genre...it is very jarring. Why do they keep doing this to novel adaptations ugh (〜￣△￣)〜

This story had the worst fucking introduction, like introducing with such a shitty character ruined my mood from the get-go, and the pushover MC who is self-aware about his pathetic pushover personality, it just grates my nerves to hell. Fuck you dawg, and that BITCHASS fucker, like omg what a rotten seed, this father should be beaten for having bringing him into this world like i hate him so much omfg, and every time the fucking pathetic mc keeps saying he loves him makes me hate him even more. Like it is actually revolting seeing such spineless behaviour...but halfway through I guess I softened up a lil bit, since he's liking the older bro now. (Who is also not a sweet angel lol I guess their genes are fucked) but he is what the mc needs. But this needs to fucking end with that shithead. Fuck I hate the mc because he likes that abusive fucker more than the abusive fucker. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ just get together and fuck that asshole

This story leaves such a bad taste in my mouth though the art is quite good...but it just tastes like fucking trash idk why. Maybe it's because it just went on for too long in the same circle or maybe because under the guise of selflessness it was so blatantly selfish of these two closeted guys like..
Or maybe it was the trope itself, or maybe it was like things building up for nothing and then collapsing. Fucking hell. I hate this though it doesn't deserve to be HATED like trash like Jinx exists to be hated, this story is just a fucking waste of time. That's why its trash. I regret an hour of my life wasted on this clichéd trash. I hate it also because it is like making fun of actual gay people in a way, like how two male best friends are fetishised...idk thats it. And then all of a sudden they kiss and are now lovers...fuck off with that shit.

Haha...is it finally time...is it is it is it

If I'm being honest, I quite enjoyed jealous sihyun it's just he has such a cute face and he's so sensitive that I want to bully him until he cried and begs to be loved (which he is) ah seriously he is bringing out my sadistic side （/TДT)/ he's the kinda top you want to bully into fucking you senseless hahaha like what a trip ლ(´ڡ`ლ) please get it on, please, I wanna see sihyun happy (and fucking the love of his life) till he loses his mind

Omg what I would do to be punished like this （/TДT)/ he's so whipped my god lmao XD I missed these two idiotssssss time to re-read this to cleanse my aura

Here comes the Angst, come on. My question is they're all characters in a game so irl they look different no? Or that only Bada is a player from the outside world and the others are all in-game players like creations of the game, or is that this group of people actually exists in the real world but they're sort of stuck in a dimension of a horror game like I'm sorry to be asking this so late into the story but if it had been a bit clear how they ended up sucked into this whole shit it would have been easy...like when they talk about ending the game and going to the real world, isn't Doha the only one who would get out? (〜￣△￣)〜 i am confusion rn

YA! Stop watching videos of you having sex with your boyfriend and go actually have sex with him, you big dummy!!! Lmaoo these two idiots i love you so much hahahahaa I feel so single, I wanna be mad at my boyfriend for being a dummy （/TДT)/

Fuck the rich, only Zeo though. Finally he admits it HAHAHA YES ZEO is perfect please, since I've read the novel the angst is coming hahahaa my favourite part, babe you got a big storm coming ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Nah babe, you going to give it back when you see him getting beat up by life figuratively and literally. And that is also how you will cross the river. It's about letting go of your selfish desires - how one frees these themselves from the cycle of birth and death (at least in my mind) Haejoon came to him to break him away from this misguided sense of hoarding luck to move on. Let it go and see what happens, babe. I hope it isn't a sad ending. I truly hope.