I can totally relate to you!! For a long time I myself thought it was a bad thing something dirty, inappropriate(in my case haram since I'm in an Islamic country), but in my opinion and you're free to disagree, your can do whatever you want with your body. It is for you decide, so if you want to masturbate, do it. I'm not here to tell you if it bad......
I think i'm also pretty much in a similar situation to yours. I'm 22 and really introverted, so it's always been hard for me to get out there and meet new people. I was dating this guy for 2 years (we started off as a casual relationship, and then he decided that he wanted to get serious). I broke up with him a few days ago because it became a litt......
masturbation for girls(?)