I heard that loneliness and so much "me time" can reduce lifespan. I don't want to die this early. After learning this fact, I saw a dream in which i was added to a whatsapp group all of a sudden but it was like a game. Whatever, if you're planning to make a whatsapp group about yaoi, life, universe and stuff please add me. I only use whatsapp to get informations about exams from school groups.
edit: It sounded so dumb. I mean send message so we can exchange numbers
Maybe...But nowadays,I rarely online
real smooth Becky.
Don't say then stop being friends. I became friends with them because they were best of the worst. I had no choice to survive in this social world. I spend 9 hours in school so if i sit by myself time wouldn't pass. And of course sometimes we have to work as a team for some homeworks. Rather than that our relationship really hurts me.
I used to think that we were friends but now i see that i'm a replacement when the other friend is not around. They usually don't care anything about me and they always assume things like i have an easy life because i'm doing good at school (actually i don't). They always say that they want to die and they think they are so compatible because they always say the same meme words that's been going on in instagram. They say that they are in depression while they always laugh intensely and they are so careless that they can do anything without feeling guilty. I feel like there is a glass between them and me and i watch them. Still, they say that they would go anywhere if i was there.( they think of changing schools, actually i know they would be okay with anyone because they are extroverted.) and here comes the worst... they always judge and hate people so much that you'll approve me. They make fun of people physically like for being short, having a big nose, looking like an other ethnicity... Of course no one knows since i'm the one who is hearing this talk from behind. Everyone thinks they are quirky, funny,cool and stuff. Actually there are not much intelligent people in my class.
I will not say to stop being friends, just my respect to be so masochist and be with someone so unpleasant. I would tell them to leave me alone and to stop judging around at the speed of sound. My school life is been an hell, I ended up alone on my free will and I made everything in my character to be unlikeable and be in peace. Hypocrisy is everywhere ╮(￣▽￣)╭ It's been the hardest time of my life, but I stayed true to myself. I advice you to do the same, whatever your decision is xD
Then stop being friends
You cute
Whoa, this actually happens in my class. I'm the person who likes to listen to their stories since they have no one to vent their feelings to, since their 'friends' are the reason why they feel such way. To be honest, it's not like I know a lot about dealing with these kinds of situations. It's just one thing would come in my mind : It's so damn suffocating. It's not like we know each other here so I'm gonna type what you should read. You seem to be afraid of being left out. If you weren't, then you wouldn't be bothered by this. You want friends, of course, everybody wants them. If they get tired of you, and you end up hating them, then, you aren't really friends. You're just classmates. No special label. That's it. If it pains you, then be yourself and ditch those non-appreciative kinds of people. Live your life and dedicate yourself to studying instead, you'll find better people soon
I wouldn’t wanna be their friend....or urs...cuz if ur friends with them...then I’m sure u kinda act kinda like them...n plus u let them do that to u n to others when u should’ve told them to stop in the first place....
If you think they're better than the rest of the people, then maybe you should try shuffling? I mean, maybe the others are better than what you think?
Thanks y'all for answering. I have made my mind. Actually talking to people and spending time with them is really tiring for me. I think if i keep being close friends with some people i may hurt them. because I always make excuses in order to save myself from social activities. I sometimes love and sometimes hate my friends. I also sometimes love sometimes hate myself. Well it was a useless info. I plan to spend less time with them and be more indepented because i noticed that i've been acting after their actions. I will talk with those who have similar taste in music and stuff because it's been a long time since i could share my interests with other people. I think as a result of social anxiety disorder, I ended up getting tired of thinking so much in social interactions(in my level of anxiety, everything out of home makes me uncomfortable). I ended up being an anti social person. I want to have good time by myself.
Btw they're not that bad. They don't actually bully anyone but they make fun of them secretly it's like an inside joke between them. Still it makes me feel uncomfortable but I don't talk to them about this situation because i don't want to fight with them.
Ah~~ I see now, well honey I’m glad you’ve decided on ur final answer, n I know it was a tough one but look, your about to conquer one of your fears right? Go out into the world n be urself! Cuz girlllll~~~ u only live once! #YOLO!
Someone help me find this I only remember this part: Uke was succesful in baseball and was younger than seme. Seme was jealous of him and it seemed like uke was going to be seme but seme tried to act cool and scare uke and uke got unexpectedly shy. Idk if it's korean or japanese. Your acne will be gone and your depression will be cured.
gomenasorry idk but ff
sorry ff
I read yuri mangas a lot before but most of them were lame just like how most yaois are. I searched psychological and shojo ai mangas and i read two. they were amazing and as i read them i felt like falling in love. I didn't date neither boys nor girls but now i want to fall in love with a girl.
edit: i love the handmaiden if necessary
Are you hot as well? :P
of course i'm not
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