Ciel's Manga

I read this up to ch.50 then dropped it. I hate this type of trope where the FL is godforsaken stupid and keeps on licking the shit off the shoes of the trash ML. Not one, not twice, but THREE whole fk times she was given a chances at life to leave this dog. The abandoned empress type of beat so yea in conclusion it’s trash
Okay I read some spoilers and gosh fate is so UNFAIR to the FL. Nothing redeems the ML’s character, he has been, is, and will be trash all the way through. She isnt even given the option of leaving his side. Fk fate and whatever higher entity if that’s the case
The amount of shi he gets away with.. she should’ve just been able to successfully escape his grasp and live happily somewhere up North. No actually he should’ve just died. That’s the only outcome that could’ve saved this manhua

Aaah this was so beautiful. I really didn’t expect much due to most manga’s nowadays having the same exact boring plot line with nothing much additional to offer. But this one?? It’s a full package. The art is to die for, especially Lele’s design arghhhsjns
I absolutely LOVE tragedy and heartbreak. This manhua gave us just the right amount of it all. My heart breaks for Lele, also because I see myself in him. Giving our all to one o maybe two ppl in our entire life, yet they leave without a second thought. Beside that no one has stayed in my life, I’m not the problem, humans are just scarily unloyal. It leaves you with a lot of scars and trauma, idk if I personally can ever recover from all the unjust betrayal. I also felt really bad for the runaway, however at times I couldn’t help but be mad at him especially when he STILL continued to lie right after Lele poured out his heart in front of him… that’s just sad. Lele’s eyes worsened to that degree thanks to him. Negative emotions affect he’ eye health so now his basically blind