iamhungry's Manga

last ch read: 115, special episodes upcoming
plot: mc has been in love with his hyung, someone who helped him from a bully in hs, mc was poor and hyung became his private tutor. he fell in love but hyung had a rs(?) With other guy but it ended when ml3 went out of country. at his work theres a guy (ml1, black hair, puppy guy), who started disliking him but then noticed mc was kind and fell for him, they had a date and ml1 asked him if he had a bf and mc didnt answer. mc gets to know ml3 came back and he hasnt confessed to ml2 (hyung) yet. when he arrives, he sort of blackmails mc who begs him not to tell ml2 theyre seeing eo (he does it anyway), ml3 forces a kiss on him and constantly called him, very possessive, kinda feels ml3 is interested in mc instead, mc begs him not to date ml2 again, ml3 knows mc likes hyung. one night mc gets drunk and ml1 gets him to his own apt and while drunk mc is cuddly and ml1 kisses him and mc kisses back but he says he loves jaemin hyung. ml1 gets angry. next morning he is cold and mc comes back to his apt and finds ml3 who is very posessive and even grabs him and threw him to the floor. theres an scene where ml3 asks ml2 if he planned to date mc but no response, and mc was abt to confess twice but ml2 kept interrumpting. mc goes to ml3 house as he was blackmailing him and said he wouldnt come to his house anymore and he didnt care if ml3 told ml2 he liked him. mc confesses to ml2 and he rejects him. mc also cut off things w ml1 on the same day and since them ml1 was cold to him. mc gets sick and ml1 visits. ml1 asks him to use him and let him lend his shoulder since ml2 rejected him and that he would wait, mc accepts. they go have a date night on daons apt and then meet sister (fuck her), ml1 discovers ml2 was known by mc for 10y. both encounter ml3 and mc gets scared (flashback on ml3 in blood with broken bottle?) and asks ml1 to leave. ml1 stays and hears them kissing outside the door. ml2 makes it clear ti ml3 that he never liked daon but instead it was ml3 who wanted mc. mc wants ml3 to disappear but he tells mc that he wont get rid of him wtf... AND WHY FIDNT U ACCEPT ML1 HELP? im angry nlg... ml1 deserves better. anyway ml1 is angry but doesnt want tl cut off ties, mc tells him it could happen again, ml1 says its not over. hyung calls him saying to come over and mc goes after knowing his sister called him, on his apt ml2 starts to get creepy but mc escapes. flashback to college where ml2 and ml3 decide to pretend theyre dating and promised nobody would to get daon. ml2 visits daon at work and ml1 didnt leave yet so they talk while daon is there, ml1 says he will steal him, ml2 is angry but daon decides to go w hyung even if ml1 asked him not to. ml2 is manipulative and is cuddly w daon and told him what he had with soohyun aka ml3 wasnt real and asks for daons help vc soohyun is coming back again. next day mc and ml1 go out tgt and ml1 tells him ml2 likes him and soohyun too, mc denies it, ml1 tells him that he knows they like him bc he likes him too and can see it in their eyes nd that they betrayed him but he would never do that. he kisses him and asks if he can continue and DAON KISSES HIM. there r flashbacks from college that explain soohyun meets mc in class and get closer until mc tells him he likes someone and ml3 discovers its jaemin. mc was sad that soohyun was going to america. cut to present and mc tells mc1 that he will end things w jaemim after helping him and then they would go on the work trip tgt. mc needed to visit jaemin that night bc he was sick, he did and asked how to help abt soohyun and ml2 tells him he loves him and starts kissing him and neck, mc tries to stop him but then ml2 manipulates him and makes him stay, then some weird sht with phone and he became scary, mc cried bc ml2 looked angry, then he kissed him again and mc tries to stop but then got carried away wtf... NEXT DAY ML1 SEES HIS NECK MARKS AND TELLS HIM TO COVER THEM BETTER after mc tells him he took care of jaemin and lied abt going to pharmacy and thats why he didnt pick up his calls like damn. btw soohyun called him like crazy and waited outside his apt. then soohyun waits for him again and mc tells him what ml2 said. ml3 tells him not to believe what jaemin says. at work, ml1 is angry and cold, when mc called him he told him to leave him alone. mc tried buying him coffee but ml1 rejected him. meanwhile, soohyun keeps waiting for him and now asked him to go tgt to america, mc rejects him but ml3 says he will keep coming. flashback to college, ml3 and ml2 were competing for him, ml3 won bc he kissed mc first and daon had sex with him, he was starting to like him and have feelings. STUPID JAEMIN TELLS HIM HE LIKES SOOHYUN while theyre at his apt, after mc thinks he likes soohyun. later he meets soohyun and wants to give the gift back, soohyun asks for explanation and he says he told him he liked jaemin and he misunderstood? IM SORRY DUMBASS BUT WHY WOULD U BE HAVING SEX W HIM IF U LIKED THE OTHER fucking asshole istg... daon gets slapped and then crawls and begs him not to tell jaemin they slept tgt wtf... makes me sick. since ml2 manipulates mc and soohyun kept harrassing him AND he gave his address to his family, mc goes to live with him. WORK TRIP > ml1 is cold but polite but at night he visits his room and tells him he still cares abt him and mc kisses him but ml1 pushes him away, cries, nd asks why he doesnt trust him but he trusts hyung. next morning he tells him ml2 told him they slept tgt. mc keeps trusting hyung . selfharm from jaemin bc hes a psycho ofc and wants daon to quit his job, ml1 guesses that and said he saw it coming lol no matter what he says daon trusts jaemin. then soohyun tells mc that he will go to america and never comeback but after asking for a kiss and saying the only one he ever loved was daon, ml1 knocks on car door and gets mc out. mc goes to jaemin and same as always.. both piss me off. at the end, jaemin TELLS HIM THE TRUTH, then he tries to go outside but jaemim starts bleeding and then he kisses him and were abt to have sex until mc stops him saying it isnt love and then jaemin begs on his knees (before that it was daon begging on his knees ). he escapes even after jaemin tells him he should kill him if he were to leave and ml1 is waiting for him. mc has a last conversation face to face with soohyun, and then cuts off to mc living with ml1 and having nightmares but ml1 tells him they should keep living together. OKAY i admit i am glad it had HEA but it was rushed, and ml1 deserved better, i wouldve believed he chose ml1 bc he wanted if it wasnt so rushed. plus he also said he only loved jaemin but thats a lie he actually loved soohyun too... poor guy now i do feel bad for him (and btw he almost killed a guy but it was bc that guy assaulted daon).