First of all this was the most disgusting shit I've ever read in a Yaoi. And second I am proud of Chase. Because a lot of alphas think about HOW they can change someone to an omega. And his thoughts where fear if it happens because of the chance of Joshua hating him.
I thought this was the most boring knotting I've ever seen :( why is the knot so small and why didn't he grow inside of him :( loved the intimacy tho