Black_cat's Things

The one thing that makes me avoid people is their readiness to tear each other apart. When someone does something wrong, others around him/her will laugh and discuss his/her mistakes as if it is the worst thing they have ever seen.
It seems like hurting each other is in human nature or so. But i don't quite like it. Never had a desire to hurt others or be hurt by them.

I'm more than sure that i had it once (not a long time ago). But when i overcame my anxiety (it was a hard one - couldn't even go to a store without that bad feeling), for a some period of time things were pretty good, i was communicating with people, having new acquaintances. But then at some point i just stopped doing that, i mean all the communication stuff.

I'm still not comfortable around people. But now it's not because i'm scared, but because i don't really want to be around them. Could my sociophobia turn to sociopathia?
Anyway, even my loneliness doesn't motivate me to go contact someone.