Bro, I'm gonna need you to take a few steps back from your computer and go interact with people irl for a bit. It'll be good for you...
I found it though fanfiction. I have been reading smut fics since I was about 9 (don't judge). Then I started reading anime related fics and people started recommending me djs. I read a lot of djs and eventually made it to reading bl
I helped a man take his pram and his kid down a flight of stairs, because he was running late for his train. Small act of kindness. The universe returned it to me in the same place. I was crying and ready to end it all there. A stranger came up to me and just chatted. They eventually convinced me to go to my class, which I was 40+ minutes late for ......
I shut off emotionally whenever anything in my life is difficult. When I was in school, I had some serious issues with being bullied by my classmates and some teachers. I instantly shut everyone out. My family, my friends and my boyfriend at the time. When I was figuring out my sexuality (I'm asexual and possibly aromantic too?), I just shut him ou......
But seriously, why did so many people get notified when there isn't a new upload or someone uploading the official one? There's nothing. Not even a notice (⊙…⊙ )