I feel like I prefer in person classes. My online classes are always way more work (post-secondary at least), and there's less structure. My profs for in person classes are usually better qualified, better at explaining, and better at answering questions. I'm not saying all online classes are bad but my experiences are usually better in person. Als...... reply
So my dad isn't the best person. He's done a lot of really bad things and because of that my siblings moved away to get away from him. I was young at the start of all this so I asked my mom if I could stay with other family until they settled things but she refused. So for years I've lived in a really toxic really volatile situation. One of the the...... reply
I'm 26 and I'm in the same boat. I consider myself fairly smart, attractive, and funny. I'm a straight shooter so I mean what I say and I don't play games, or engage with drama. I think there are a lot of qualities that I have that would be helpful in a relationship in that I am pretty good cook and cleaner. I'm also bi but maybe pan? *I have prefe...... 1 reply
I've never been diagnosed with anything (haven't seen a professional) so I tend to say I get anxiety in social situations. Or that I get anxieties. I think for me it stems from losing trust in people at a pretty young age. I had a hard family life and my friendships weren't the best. I had this skewed sense of loyalty to people who weren't loyal or...... 1 reply
So...yesterday my mom caught me reading an mpreg fanfiction and by 'caught' I mean took my computer without me knowing and logged into it and saw the page.
I knew she saw it and left it up because despite me repeatedly being told I don't have a computer that's not compatible with her school program she didn't listen. Low and behold she read it (i'm not sure how much). Probably attempted do go through my browsing history and has been looking at me weird since.
Part of the thing is my family is not accepting of LGBTQ community. They really don't understand it. I'm bi (maybe pan cause I can love anyone). I have a preference for men but that doesn't mean I don't like girls. In fact, when I finally do like one the feelings are definitely there and I feel more bubbly. The reality is though if I made the choice to be with anyone non-male I'd be disowned.
So now with this whole thing I feel anxious and shitty. I'm a grown adult. I don't know why my privacy had to be breached that way. I know she probably won't bring it up but it feels bad knowing she knows. It's not even like it was super incriminating. It did have mpreg but yeah...when someone's not accepting that's enough. I feel so crappy. And I don't even know why. I don't feel like I should feel guilty but I do.
This just feels like it sucks, and I guess I wonder does anyone in your life know? Or have you ever been caught? What did you do? How did you feel?
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