
I can't tell whether they like having sex with one another or not. Damn it's so emotionless almost mechanical.

I feel like at this point the bottom is in it for the thrill and novelty while the top is kinda just going with the flow since the bottom is his owner. Also I think the top has been doing this kind of thing with other owners for so long he’s kind of desensitized and just going through the motions. Although it does seem like he has a choking kink and gets aroused with that kind of stimulation. I’m excited to see how their relationship will progress from here on out and I’m actually happy they are not immediately in love after having sex a few times.

I'm actually happy that he is leaving, he needs to go home and tie up loose ends so he won't have regrets when he returns to his HUSBAND!

I know that eventually the manga will have a happy ending (hopefully!! Like God damn it, there's always this fear that the author is a sadist or loves sad endings.... usually it doesn't happen like that... but there's always that snowflake *Shudders*)
anyway, hopefully it will be he returns home, then eventually decides to return back to Caius .
I've also bought the raws, and here's what I understood based on them + twitter:
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So basically, I'll start with the scenes,
there's a scene where Caius uses his powers to bring a butterfuly from a tree to Kōichi , he talks a little then returns it back.
I think he was saying how even if something so beautiful (the butterfly == refers to Kōichi) and precious it's not right to take it from it's home.
So He probably made up his mind about returning Kōichi back home.
But that's how I interpreted the scene
Anyway, I think Kōichi decides to return "temporarily" to resolve his life there, and he Caius spend a night together for the last time and next day Caius takes him to a gate to take him home ......
However, it seems Caius was lying to Kōichi.... he wasn't going to return him temporarily, but rather he wanted to erase his memories and release him back... losing him for good.
(I HAD A FREAKING HEART ATTACK AT THAT! WHYYYYYY)
anyway, in the last two chapters, the other giant with glasses and werewolf somehow enter through the portal to warn Kōichi while he was travailing through it. The glasses dude passes him a magical circle, and in ch39 Kōichi walks through shards of memories.... now I don't know if they were his or Caius, but I think they're Caius because there was the scenes about Caius chidlhood, stuff before Kōichi came to his world, and what seems to be the conversation Caius had with the glasses dude about erasing Kōichi memories and returning him home for good.
The chapter ends with Kōichi (I think) crying.
NOW MY FREAKING QUESTION, will we get chapter 40 next week or not?? I don't know how Japanese manga updates, I heard on twitter that it will continue in January-2021....... If it's correct, then kill me now because I can't wait..
why the freak do I always read ongoing work??? WHYYYYYYYYY
They need to have a discussion about what the next step in their relationship is. I think they should adopt a baby and get married. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭