
Yamadera is pissing me off man I don't get why he acts the way he does sometimes. Specifically in regards to Sayo. Like dude why are you all of a sudden mad that he didn't save you I thought you wanted to die at least a little..? And isn't it obvious that he didn't willingly let go?? Fuck is your issueeee

I think it's cause his attitude is mainly cause of his past. He was abandoned and so a way to cope with that was to look for interesting things, including killing himself and him dying. However with sayo his childhood dreams can be completed through him. Sayo is someone he needs cause he is teaching him these things he never had. Opposites attract I think
Sayo grew up in a loving home while Yama the exact opposite. Yama grew this personality on account for that and sayo is teaching him (and the people who he interacts with) just by being around him. His loving attitude and innocents changes these people.
And when he let go of Yama it was a natural reaction cause he freezes when he's next to women. Yama is changing in that he doesn't want to die (that's how I saw it) and it's an exact reflection of how he was in the train scene. He was expecting sayo to save him and has even depened on him. Yet he didn't so now he kinda closed himself off again
He's a very unstable person cause of his trauma. He has been through a lot and is only learning at his age. years of habits build up it's not going to be easy to chang. He is slowly changing and so is sayo
That's my opinion anyhow

Very fair thank you for responding, I understand all of that to an extent and I agree that yamadera is changing a bit and in that moment he realized he didn't want to die yet and now that you mention it I see the abandonment parallels but he still annoys me a bit lol. Also, the reason Sayo let go isn't because he's like that around women, it's because of Mei's power as a vampire immobilizing him and kind of making his body go slack

I thought it was both.
At first it was shock but the bag knocked him out of it. Then it was her and he had to stab her and by then bros been saved. Cause he blushed and his eyes and the second one he had the black thingies around him
Thats fair tbh. He has a reason for acting the way he does but the way he acts sometimes does kinda bother me too ://

Glad we all hate Tak. What is his fucking problem. Even Inseo is better than that and he's fucked in his own way too. There's straight up no way to redeem him.. I feel so bad for Sanho. This is going to be interpreted as him actually liking Tak when its clear to anyone with a brain that he's been continually coerced and forced into sex and stuff for so long that it's what has become normal for him, so it's weirder and scarier if it doesn't happen everyday out of nowhere. Sanho deserves so much better. Tak is such a controlling piece of shit and is just using him like a toy and they're not even in a relationship. Whatever half assed feelings Tak has towards Sanho, nothing justifies this sexual abuse

The memes made it worth it lol
Maybe unpopular opinion but I think the Priest is way worse than the other guy. Obviously the entire situation is fucked up and I dont condone the actions of either of them, but actions have consequences and whatnot. Ik everyone's like "why would the author write this" which is totally fair, bur tbh this is tamer than some other stuff on here better in fiction than in reality I guess? This has nothing on Harada's manga tho .. bro has issues

God I've always felt so bad for Sanho. He deserves way better than Tak... Fucking borderline rapist.. his behavior is beyond disgusting, he's so fucking manipulative and horrible. Hell, the Yi Hyeoks fucking boss would probably treat Sanho better than that and I don't even like him. Justice for Sanho .. i will create my own reality if it comes down to it.
Sanho nooo get outta there please... Sanho... Sanhoooooo