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Nahhhh mannn this is so heartbreaking.
The feels on the recent chapter is more vivid after i re-read from early chapter.
"What are your ideals?" - chapter 45.
Based on the raws, seems like there is a self-realization from Nan Mochuan's side about smth like maybe their choice or path? Idk i could be wrong since i can't read chinese, but he clearly couldnt let Chao Yu go.