i don’t see why people are calling the author stupid, calling Yukishiro a hoe for not being able to decide, or saying that Fuji deserves better. if you think that, then you aren’t thinking about the aspects that make up this universe. Fuji has been his friend for so long, and all of a sudden Yukishiro’s fated mate shows up. because of the way the omegaverse is, Yukishiro is biologically “forced” to be attracted to his fated mate. it’s all pheromones, none of it is actual romantic attraction (for now, who knows). Fuji on the other hand is attracted to Yukishiro just because it’s him. his personality. yes, there’s sexual attraction too, but because of their long relationship, he’s been able to build up more of a romantic attraction rather than having an uncontrollable attraction caused by pheromones. that’s what’s tricky. he can’t control the attraction to his fated mate because it’s all biology. it even says that he hated the sex with his fated mate once. he wants to be with Fuji, but after hearing the story and feelings from the mother, he realizes that he doesn’t want to hurt anyone (even though it’ll hurt Fuji anyways). if he chooses Fuji, he feels that he’ll most likely just hurt him in the end (like how the mother did). if he chooses his fated mate, he thinks he might lose Fuji, but to him that seems like the best way to not hurt everyone. so, in the end, yes, he’s attracted to both. except one is biological, and one is not. the author isn’t stupid for writing in this indecisive period for Yukishiro because it shows just how cruel this universe can be, and how hard it is to make a decision that will affect the rest of their lives. other mangas about omegas and alphas ending up with their fated mates so easily can’t show this kind of psychological conflict between pheromonic/biological attraction, and romantic attraction/“love” (if that’s what it should be called). that’s what makes it kinda interesting.
shit this was long. if you made it to the end, congrats? (on wasting your time probably)... sorry for the rant.
you see and love everything about this one, as i do. so proud at least some of us can.
i love the biological attraction vs. romantic attraction. and truely understanding the struggle this would be in their world, living as they do.
then to have the mother, and her shit story. part of me is just like "Okay. cool. that happened to you. but that doesn't mean it happens that way for everyone in the same situation as you". i hate the alpha sometimes, for feeling like he uses her as a way to get them to separate. and yes, i hate that chapter where he is having sex with the alpha, with his entire internal monologue being that he hated it, and didn't want it.
then you have the flashback, of fuji in the infirmary with him as students, and how he basically felt relieved just having him there, and even fought his instincts, stating he in fact did care who touched him. i.e. fuji.
i believe they both loved each other prior to the alpha showing up. and the only reason they never said anything, was cause of these messed us strings of fate.
i understand what you said but if you love someone, are you not able to take a risk for that person? love is risk , you can' t predict exactly what would come in the future, is not because he is an omega that i will end up like the alpha's mother, every case is different... so why he can't choose fuji? is more like he scared for himself...it' s what i m feeling about the omega
Thank you so much for picking this up!!! i would've showed this to the scan group i'm in if i didn't get picked up, it sucks that it was dropped (╯°Д °)╯╧╧. although we also just started like 3 or 4 new stories so we'd be busy anyways ╥﹏╥
ANYWAYS if you need any help hmu if you want (not saying you need it, i just like doing this kind of stuff) i can typeset and kinda pr. either way thank you thank you for doing this (⌒▽⌒)
this is so pure and wonderful, and i love it. there are so many omegaverse mangas that have the seme rape the uke, but this is one of the few i’ve found where the alpha can actually restrain himself because of how much he loves his omega. and Shizuku. THE ANGEL. who the hell let her be so caring and responsible and just wonderful. this book is all i needed. (i admit i cried at the wholesome parts... they were just too good.) thanks to the author for writing this, truly (⌒▽⌒)