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I love this so much. This type of deep emotional stories is what got me first into reading whatever. It's been too long since I've read a BL manhwa where sex is not the main element of the plot. Sheer yearning, pure love, and absolute fear of losing your love. Additionally, the story itself is PEAK! I mean, did you see their relationship with the grandpa???? It breaks my heart every time I think about how they didn't let the MC see him for the last time. It is so depressing... And his mum, oh my lord the way shey kind of said goodbye to him is so beautifully heartbreaking. Then afterwards comes him calling the ML, his love, to look for emotional support but then... he doesn't remember him. And the ML, they told him after his accident (to which because of it he didn't get to say goodbye to his old man) that the love of his life has died?!?!?!?! How much does it take for someone to be this evil?? Him willingly getting into the second accident drove me INSANE. I ended up summarizing this, but it only shows how amazing this is. Doesn't it?

I can't stop crying omg...
I've read in the comments someone said this was a recommendation based on their liking of Checkmate, and lord this is epic. They're both a masterpiece!!!

I've been reading this story from its beginning, funny that it was recommended to me by a friend who's no longer reading it. But thanks to her, I got to know this masterpiece! Both main characters are so realistic to the point I got so attached to them it's hard to detach now. Hyunseo's character is so complicated yet simple. He's so traumatized, has low self-esteem, hot tampered, and an overthinker, yet, what he only needs is genuine love and care, someone he can show his vulnerable side to and never be judged. And this is exactly Yeongchan! Oh my heart Yeongchan... I adore him! He also has been traumatized, and has lttle confidence regarding the aura he gives off to people and yet, he acts all shiny and glittery when he has all these worries built up inside. And here is where this story is so realistic, both have suffered from certain truamas growing up, but both have different ways coping with that. They are so soft hearted and sweet, and nothing was able to uncover that sweetness but their true love to each other. And oh my lord when Hyunseo said "I want to be his family." I'm telling you, I CRIED! What is this if not pure, genuine, true love? They rely and care for each other the same. At the same time, they are helping one another strive and become a better person by talking feelings and supporting. I've wrote this long ass review for none but to remind myself why I'm obsessed with this story.

Yo guys can anyone tell me who is the ml?

I'm unhealthly addicted to this manhwa, it feels like I've re-read it hundreds of times within a year!
I don't actually know for instance if the characters, plot, sadness, and obsession are what is holding me here. But I know for sure, this is a story you're going to look for its lookalike for so long! The characters development is insane! From wanting to destroy him and bring him down, to understanding that what he really was feeling was in fact, love. From being that obsessive, pitiful, immature guy, to giving his all to protect and live happily with his so long unrequited love. As for the ml, he went through a lot my chest felt heavy whenever I think about what he and the other pupils had to go through. The way all kind of traumas was portraits is great! Even though they could easily break out of that hell, they just couldn't so they only endured. It is an overwhelming story that you should never read lightly, search for the trigger warnings. With that being said, I really am obsessed with story and I wish to find a similar one with the exact same amount of the psychological element to it.

But I was so upset when they started having sex, like is it that hard to be a little more patient?!!
I cried at the goodbye scene ( RIP kknog kkong ) and when he was talking about how his brother saved him, and tried to save their parents... it was so sad.
The whole Choi family is so messed up atp, why would you outline someone's sadness and vulnerable moments like that?? Maybe the writer wanted it to be funny but it was so annoying!
But the writer really did a brilliant job characterizing different forms of depression and suicidal tendencies, it was so painful watching him debate if he was worth living or not, and his reason to wanting to die was more painful. I think the writer wanted to portrait Sunghoon as a neurodivergent? The way he didn't just suddenly started feeling but instead started learning how to empathize with other's feelings was so realistic. I love them for that!! It was a great read despite them not showing us kkong （/TДT)/ I really enjoyed it!

I think this kind of stories is really making my demisexuality worse - jk - Watching over someone for so long, growing closer and opening up to each other, is what I ultimately yearn for ╥﹏╥ They are so adorable, they've been watching each other without showing to the other party what tremendous love is held for them. And the way they experienced different point of views in a similar position is giving me so much comfort ┗( T﹏T )┛ I really wish my next relationship would be slow paced and solid like this hmph

I'm definitely not going to do this to myself, ig dropped until I need something to boil my blood. For fuck's sake I'm so frustrated. Please if anyone has a manhwa with a revenge theme and superpowers, hep a fellow here. This one is way too upsetting.

Winter's characte at the beginning of the story was so frustrating I couldn't imagine myself loving him going forward. Violet was such an amazing woman, from the get go till the end! It pains me so much to realize that Winter's behaviors were all due to him not knowing how to express love because he wasn't given any to begin with （/TДT)/ Thus, due to Violet unconditionally loving him, he began to understand himself yet, he couldn't understand others and it was impossible for him to believe that someone could love just because he is Winter. I really don't have anything to say about Violet, I love her, I could cry just by recalling her name. She is a person that could love to no extent, and also forgive because she loves. Although, I really, really, liked how the author portraits that even someone as loving, could also hate due to that love itself. She wasn't a woman that easily forgot and forgive, she stood up to her sadness and pain by stepping on her love. I think this is what a dignified person is. Everything and I repeat EVERYTHING was amazingly done in this story. And unlike some, I'm really not interested in seeing Ash's and the parants' sufferings, I was more indulged in their finally happiness. ( Not that I am critical of whoever wants to see it tho. ) The babies were so precious, god this was a great story to read in a day ╥﹏╥

I am so upset that the little kid had died, like as if it wasn't enough for her to be born into this fucked up family to begin with ugh. Also Dayeon's biological father has kinda got it the hard way out of all of the participants in the revenge, but looking at how low he lives his life maybe he deserved it