I checked the author’s twitter and it looks like there’s only 1 ch out so far. It’s ongoing in b-boy omegaverse magazine. Not sure if it’s gonna be monthly or not
Here ya go: https://twitter.com/noici_micro
And I second Lulu’s comment, it’s pretty upsetting for them. I just like checking their twitters for updates + extra art
SPOILER with a couple details
So it’s about Chanwoo and MD in the park, they’re walking at night and under a trench coat Chanwoo’s got a collar, some bondage rope, nipple clamps, and vibrators on his hard-on and in his butt. Chanwoo’s having a rly hard time holding it in and as a jogger goes past them MD turns up the vibrator and Chanwoo can’t help but moan. They make their way over to the park bathroom, Chanwoo rushes in and MD yanks off his nipple clamps (ouch) and vibrators, Chanwoo can’t wait to fuck and they go at it with Chanwoo sitting on top of the toilet.
I wish I could read Korean so I could share what they say, sorry, I did my best
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/3589112/
Full translation. Its really accurate.
Ch. 51 spoiler:
Turns out Hweemin hyung cheated on Alex and was just using him so Alex is crushed and starts getting into fights and sleeping around, does his military service, and becomes a BJ. Back to present day. He’s been on the couch drinking and smoking like crazy and tears up the photo of him and hyung. After thinking about the time he spent with DG he realizes that he’s in love with DG. He even says saranghae while crying (to the empty room) and it’s in color
The second half of ch 51 is in the present idk if you wanna see that part but I can’t read korean so I want to know what he’s thinking and imo the last panel in color where he’s blushing is pretty cute
Here's a poor translation, should help to get the gist of what's happening:
- Ji-won's phone. ID at the top reads "Hwi-Min hyung" the messages Ji-won is sending to him are "Hyung, did you sleep well? What are you doing today?" "Hyung what are you doing???' "I miss you" "Hyung" "Hyung, I haven't heard from you...why didn't you call me" (next message might be about what he's eaten, going out to eat, don't know) "Hyung where are you" "Did you get cut off" "Hyung..."
- Ji-won's thoughts) From that moment, I was certain that I was being left behind by Hwi-Min hyung.
- Surely...
Setting Club Heaven
- Ji-won) ....! How could you do this to me?! How?! How...? Do you know how much I...How much I...hyung... I love you. How...how can you do this to me... Were you lying when you said you loved me...? Hyung, was it not the same for you?
- Hwi-Min) Ha ha ha, you loser. Did you believe that? Are you that naive ha ha ha?
- Ji-won) Wh...what...
- Hwi-Min) Ha ha ha ha! I thought by not contacting you, I could get out. You didn't notice? I approached you to work on your hyung, but thought you would be more fun. I didn't think you would be so easy. Love? I never loved you for a moment.
- Ji-won) Uh....
- Hwi-Min) I had a good time, I'm going
- Ji-won's thoughts) So my first love is over. Ever since the break up, my daily life has been a mess and I could not escape the routine. I had sex with any random man. There was a lot of fighting, as I could not control my anger.
Setting Police station)
- Ji-hoon) Ahn Ji-won, if you keep behaving like this go enlist in the army.
Setting Army
- Ji-won's thoughts) Everything was useless. No one could believe or love me anymore. I was always lonely. I want to be loved.
Setting Ji-won is now at home and watching a camboy
- Ji-won) What...? Adult broadcasting? Why am I watching this?
(camboy's video is called something like Sexy male cam bj00 and detailing the usual views and time) (comments on the camboys video:Soul mate- OO nim killed it, Cherry boy- I love you, Daengdaeng-00 nim is the best, Sunscreen-best)
- Ji-won) I could do better...
Setting "BJ Alex"
- Ji-won's thoughts) So I found another way like before (presumably means adopting a mask in order to fit in or be validated)
- Ji-won) Hi, I'm BJ Alex-ya. Thank you for watching my first broadcast today.
- Ji-won's thoughts) Everybody loved me
Title page
Setting present timeline, Ji-won's home
- Ji-won's thoughts) It's been years, and I'm still haunted (looking at Hwi-Min in his graduation photo). If this man really loved me, then I would not be in the position I am now.
- Ji-won) Fuck you... (rips up the photo)
- Ji-won's thoughts) I was afraid of being hurt again, but I did the same thing to Nam Dong-gyun. By ignoring my heart, I pushed away Nam Dong-gyun and hurt him.
- Flashback to Dong-gyun saying "When I'm with you, I only get hurt!"
- Ji-won) What's the use of regret now...
- Ji-won's thoughts) Could I love you, in the future. I'm afraid that I will get hurt again, if I give my heart (flashback of Hwi-Min walking away). When I think about it... (flashback to Ji-won's non sexual interactions with Dong-gyun, Dong-gyun saying "BJ Alex, right?')
- Ji-won's thoughts) From the first time we met, Nam Dong-gyun became absorbed into my life.
- Ji-won) Ha, now you realise
- Ji-won's thoughts) If I were to go back to that time
(Flashback to the last chapter with Dong-gyun where they are out in the rain. Dong-gyun is saying "Then sunbae,do you love me?")
- Ji-won) ... Yeah I love you. Is my answer
That took longer than expected ha, anyway
I love this latest extra...I love that Shizuma decided to do research on life planning for LGBT couples and how that shows more of the “real life” side of yaoi, not just the romance and drama. I wonder what’s gonna happen next!!