There’s only 3 chapters left after this and we’ll have to say bye to DTR forever
Anyways the novel does a better job of explaining but Lyle doesn’t hate or dislike anything Ash does to him in bed, he’s still not used to expressing himself. He was raised to not show his true emotions because that could be a sign of weakness. And remember he started the relationship with ash because he hated sex and was sick of doing it during ruts to the point that he couldn’t cum, so he’s not used to the idea of enjoying it and doing stuff that isn’t “proper”. Yeah, he’s been dating ash for a while but for anyone who can relate to being closed off and having low self esteem like him, it can take a really long time to change that









Now I feel like the story could end with them revealing to each other and eventually working at the otokonoko cafe with gohei bc otokonoko means cross dressing boys. And that way Mei and Hana have an excuse to keep hanging out