like what if the book world is part of a hypnotherapy subconscious thing she took to process her ptsd and grief? irl ahran has no memory of it cause thats part of the therapy??? lol cause i mean she did say that shes becoming so emotionally involved and self-realising ahhan in the novel, when that is just her getting in touch with herself. she did only start repairing/rebuilding burnt bridges (w her school bff and mom and half brother/family) after she gets sent to her book and her novel character helped her understood her irl relationship way better. a silly thought but IDKKKK just sayin
nothing can make me hate women exercising their power. and for what its worth....this is literally on him like??? i bet empress knew what ML is like cause she married his older bro and that man (who is emeror mind you lol) is dumb in love with her. she got the man-puppy of that family experience firsthand i think she knew what shes doing. and hes kinda not sober bc of the manipulation gem (although sis in law doesnt know that) but yea miss queens a bad bitch im with her. im also with riella. im also with chloe (palace botanist). im also even with princess charlotte, even though shes being ridiculous rn but ehhhh nothing exactly hate inciting. theyre all, including the monster maid and the late grand duchess are different flavors of women w power and i love that about this webtoon!!!
estelle was a living weapon. she had no friend (essentially, her friendship with khalid is onesided, the rest is camaraderie), no family, no love, no life. her only purpose was to be used by the crown ruling the kingdom. she was groomed and later maybe, taught to be willfully ignorant of what being human means, bc shes her king's useful weapon. if she started having feelings, learning the folly of human kind, learning anything at all, she would start becoming human and cease becoming a tool. in a way, ironically, shes an ultranationalist (lol) and not a patriot. she didnt even knew how the people fared in her now gone kingdom bc her loyalty wasnt to the people, it was to the crown.
ig this was quite incredible writing bc it revealed how unreliable of a narrator estelle is and i personally as a reader didnt even thought of doubting her side of the story bc ig i was trope blinded and already focusing on revenge for khalid. meanwhile he was actually the patriot estelle believed herself to be. he did sacrificed her for the good of the remaining people, he had more humanity than estelle as a weapon did. its a good read
i think hes not ncessarily a good person, ontop of being a bit insane? but in the heat of battle and in relation to the war between ersha and jansgar he made what ultimately was a more humane and compassionate decision for the people of ersha, while estelle was blinded by loyalty. so...no i think khalid isnt exactly good, but he was justified (kinda!!)
like wym the actual contract/fake relationship only happens after 100+ chapters they really laid out everything else before going to the romance and while it might be a bit frustrating romance wise, well for me, I LOVE IT LOL. ive grown so fond of tara i wish her the very best and i know she actually can achieve that bests herself, i love her
at that point phineas is already experimenting on himself a lot. mias probably scared shitless about losing another family member and having to grapple w the fact that the same death is waiting for her too. FL comes with a theory and i knew she was trying to help, shes salvaging the little hope left, but after witnessing ur uncle experiment on himself all his live to cure the family curse....the idea of someone experimenting their unfounded hypotheses on their already dying body might be a blow to an open wound for her and she was trying to get phineas comfortable for his dying days, not be a lab rat. i guess she wanted phineas to have a dignified death instead of death from a failed experiment.
i get MC's efforts, hell its natural and normal for her to still try, but i also get mia's lashing out. this whole family is just generations of unsolved griefs and peretshati was the newfound solace, but shes not a cureall.
all in all i wish that her theory is right and phineas is saved
Sorry but “dignified death” sounds dumb. What is so dignified by accepting him bleeding out on the floor everywhere? You mean it’s dignified to watch him die and do nothing? She GAVE UP on him. MC is the one that made an attempt because she wants him to live and the GUY HIMSELF WANTED IT TOO. You can’t deny what the patient wants, if she’s a doctor, she has no right denying his right of choosing what he wants to be done.
It doesn’t matter what trauma the girl been through- this aint about her. She’s not dying at that second, and it’s not up to her what can be done. She overstepped the line of a doctor. What matters is the man himself WANTED to try and do it to live. She’s already a failure of a doctor for not wanting to try any way to save her patient, and instead give up and let him die just cause of her own feelings.
Did everyone forget when she said "He's going to die anyway" when she was drug overdosing him to numb his pain. He also gave his permission for the drugs to be given to him and she was fine with it, y is the bracelet any different expecially when it was HIS CHOICE!
Why the fuck does she care now when it came to an experiment that actually has the possibility of saving his life. He was litteraly on the floor beading out she was right next to him trying to "help" when MC ran in but she quickly abandoned the DIEING MAN TO PUSH HIS ONLY SAVING GRACE OUTTA THE WAY!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
All I'm sayin is somethin's fishy about that bitch, everytime she talks about him dieing she's all conical about it like she has absolutely no intention of finding or making any type of solution to the problem
(︶︿︶)=凸
Think of it this way, someone important to u was in the hospital they are in a life or death situation, the solution up until now was just drugging them out so they couldn't feel the pain but then there is a treatment ur told about that has a chance of keeping them away from deaths door and potentially restoring them to full health. Both u and the patient permitted and requested treatment but the doctor is refusing to provide care because of personal feelings and agendas which in turn is actively harming the patient. U could def. argue non of this would have happened if they had treated him when he requested.
Let's see how sympathetic u'll be towards the feelings of the doctor then( ̄へ ̄)
I'd have punched that bitch I don't care what trauma u have don't get in the way of me savin someone who is important to me in my life (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
being a korean romance webtoon MC gotta be exhausting with all ur love interest making your professional and social life harder at every turn lmao. i mean shes caught between 2 superiors and she doesnt even have a good colleague amongst her coworkers cause these 2 being hardasses. ig the ML has a more innocent motive than the second ML, but still everybody in that office knew shes gotten anywhere cause 2 people in power position crushing on her and it overshadows her own hard works...not for the weak ig
ml isnt that important in this lol. maybe bc hes written to be so terribly emotionally stunted, but you take him out of the equation and the MC would still be able to hold the story, with extra trials and tribulation and longer arcs ofc, but the story would still be there. i kinda like that, hes a sideshow, not the highlight. whenever he makes me frustrated i just skip reading the part with him, et voila! the story's unaffected! im not missing anything! thats a good stage to center MC in a character-driven story for me!
i didnt see the smut tag and im kinda really invested in the plot cause its so interesting??? high society for creatures of the night is so creative and it will take a lot to make this boring, which in sofar it has been the opposite. im so close to not gaf about the smut now cause the story is engaging lol and im curious about FLs dad, the bunny she has, the blonde guys story etc haha
likening rashta to natasha (the mistress in this webtoon) is such a misjudgement. rasha couldnt even plot well with her single braincell. this mistress is actually an anne boleyn/giulia farnese type shit shes so clever and cunning and a good match for FL like yea shes not a bumbling idiot, shes a real villain and im so hyped for her downfall