mitsuki, sweetie, you deserve better. and so are you people whos in an emotional and psychologically abusive relationship. dont belittle your pain, its valid, they might not raise a hand on you but your mental wellbeing and relationship mental health is also important. if you can, just know that yall deserve better and you CAN do better!!
im a sucker for ancient myths and egypt in general and tbh im soo tired of having the 'big bad guy bad' into retelling. there are a lot of rendition into the events of horus ending the era of the old gods....but so little puts sets twisted character into mind. hes either just a villain or just a small fry before the boss bitch (apophis) is revealed. i really like set bc of his symbolism too. hes painted red to symbolise chaos, but in ancient egypt, red is also the the color of the desert, the color of home
when latte woke up from the boar attack on the hunting event and realised that shes seeing the world through a veil, i want to say THATS HOW I SEE ARWIN BEING THE ML. it just doesnt feel real and something didnt click with how hes written to be the ML. hes the most convenient character out of the 3 fishes for latte to be paired with because hes all powerful and can keep watch on and rescue latte at all times, not to mention hes conveniently psychotic too, hence his ruthlessness at killing and taking revenge for the simplest thing. but seeing the recent few chapters from his perspective...okay im still not buying it but its a step towards writing in a better more sensible arc for arwin!!!! i like his character i really do, i just hope future chapters can justifiably make his and latte's loveline makes more sense