Alright my 2 cents about it.. or rather what I understood from Koogi’s notes and the story itself...
Sangwoo did come to care for Bum in the end.. and I think that’s what Koogi is alluding to. Can’t be sure if it’s love though.. maybe he did.. maybe he dint.. and I will explain why...
Sangwoo’s understanding of love was corrupted by his mentally unstable mom and abusive father. So he did not understand “love” as normal people do. He did project his mum on Bum for sure.. atleast in the beginning.. and maybe until the end when he got paranoid about Bum trying to poison him like his mom tried to. So his understanding of “love” is definitely polluted with concepts of abuse, mistreatments and maybe even rape etc. He probably tried to piece together in his mind weather what his mom (most influential person in his life) did was “maybe” love or if it was abuse? Coz he himself was mentally unstable by the end of his young adulthood as a direct result of his mother’s actions and maybe didn’t possess the mental faculties required to understand emotions like love or abuse, and mixed them up. So he did not understand what love was and did come to care for Bum at the end, and didn’t understand that he had started to care for someone.
I do agree with most people here saying that at the fag end of your life, when you are physically & mentally broken, you will call for a person you most care for and not just a random person in your life that held no importance .. and that’s what Koogi was trying to suggest.. and when mental stability hits rock bottom.. your subconscious takes over and that won’t confuse you. And the only person to say he loved Sangwoo in his life, was Bum.. and that’s why he did come to care for him at last, that probably even he wasn’t aware of. The balls still up in the air as to weather he loved him though.. only Koogi can answer that question.
Anyways it was open ended.. so a different interpretation by others is to be expected and welcome too. We are millions of fans reading these mangas so difference of opinion is to be expected.. and I m ok with a different interpretation of it.. :)
Please feel free to share what you understood .. a healthy discussion is always welcome.
Hearing your opinion makes sense like how he thinks love in a different way than normal people think love is makes sense on why he treated bum that way
I hope people who read the novel can elaborate...
Was wenxu only cheating with Chen Zui alone? Or were their other boy toys while he was with Chen zui & zhishu?
And why was he with Chen zui for 3years if all he wanted was fuck boys?
He had a couple of affairs but iirc Chen Zui's the longest because he resembled Zhishu the most
Haven't read it yet just the spoilers but if its that true, that the seme's affair looks like his current lover, that's even more fucked up.
Thanx for your reply..
I am aware that he had other affairs in his life. What I am curious about is whether Chen zui was the only affair in the last 3 years?
Thank you for the update new scanlatation team. Very grateful. Please keep up the good work. Very pleased with your work.
Since I might have posted like 3 messages for this to be updated, can’t tell you how happy I am that you picked it up. Truly happy.
I have a bad feeling about Natsuo.. the bar tender. Does he really like Kou?
If he does.. then even I would be worried if I were Masahiro..
Please tell me I m wrong and that natsuo is simply looking out for Kou or something as a friend.. :(
Please continue the gud work you guys have been doing even after ch 45. I would prefer to continue reading here since I already started this and am used to your style of translations. Thank you for the wonderful work.
Still waiting for this masterpiece to be updated. I mean the previous scanlation team was doing a great job. The translations were good.. the transitions from page to page and chapter to chapter was clean. Overall excellent work. I wish they could continue this one... but for whatever reason If they can’t continue, I wish another capable team can pick this up. I am usually not a fan of a 3 person relationship but somehow this one works and I can’t wait to see how their future unfolds. I hope this throuple continues with love and understanding. I am rooting for them and waiting patiently to see their future.
PS: I would be grateful if someone can give a brief summary of the rest of the chapters.. please spoil it for us avid fans. At this rate I am pretty pessimistic about this one being updated. :(
Your prayer has been heard loud and clear
I am truly grateful.. :)
Thank you new scanlation team. I am truly grateful and so excited. Great work.
Dude dont thank me im not the scanlation team, just making a joke. But the translation team who did this is definitely awesome
Yea I know.. I just took the opportunity to thank the scanlation team through your message. I posted a separate msg thanking them too.
Some people clearly have a lot of free time to troll others... get a life... everyone is entitled to their opinions. Trolling others seems to be a favourite pastime of some people. I usually let these things slide but this stops now.
Season 1 was ah-mazing...
High hopes for season 2..
There is a season 2 right?
Yup there is! 2 other chapters are out from season 2 :))
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