Asahi is a character you don't see everyday specially in a yaoi manga. The fact that he actually tried to understand why and what kind of a person Masato is before blaming him for his brother's condition.He has gone though a lot in his life- family problems, work, seeing his brother's weak condition, his divorce and now for the one he is yearning for is going away because he feels guilty. He understands every one at this point of time and while trying to keep his previous people wishes above him, he is going back to those helpless time when he was all alone while facing those problems. I think if Masato takes a step ahead towards Asahi, Asahi won't ever let him go. Masato gives Asahi the warm feeling of a relationship while Asahi gives Masato the stability to be in a relationship, they complete each other.
Sorry for the long post.
2019-02-13 05:24 marked
I'm done! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧!! I'm buying those books! Waiting makes me urgh! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧!!2019-01-08 17:18 marked
Seeing Asahi struggle between Kousei and Masato, hurts.