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does anyone know any licensed OR unlicensed (like stuff being uploaded through pixiv or smth) yaoi/bl featuring a trans man ?? Like. At all. because i feel like im starved to see a trans man be in a gay relationship and i havent come across any manga/manhwa/hua with a gay trans man at ALL i could just read omegaverse and close my eyes and pretend like the male omegas are just allegories for trans men BUT NO!!!! LET ME SEE BEAUTIFUL TRANS MEN IN MEDIA

and i know the genre cuntboy exists but as the name suggests thats usually just for. Porn . And i dont really feel like reading straight up porn so if theres ANYTHING.. ANYTHING at all thats a story and features a trans man who likes othwr men . please send it to me show me to me rachel pleaseeeeeee. whether it be on this website or another PLEAAAASE IM BEGGINH

Okay . this is more of a complaint than a genuine answer bc i half know what the answer to my question is (the standard is fat people have to look cute or else theyre 'disgusting' and making grown ass characters look like theyre 5 is the epitome of cute i guess)

ive read around 3 mangas with this problem and i dropped them all BECAUSE ITS SO. ANNNOOOOOYYYYING . GOD . IT FEELS SO UNCOMFORTABLE BC THE WAY SOME MANGAKAS DRAW FAT CHARACTERS IS LIKE A DRASTIC CHANGE FROM HOW THEY DRAW THINNER CHARACTERS AND ITSSOOO!;!:₱2&/;!;!;

ADDITIONALY . finding good yaoi/shounen ai with fat characters is such an abomination bc i saw this more commonly with those !!! and the 2 mangas i read with this problem used the same "this guy is fat so his classmates literally gropes his boobs and treat him like hes a girl" joke and its soooo. Bad. its so irking. i dont know it js pisses me off so bad

if u guys have genuinely good mangas with fat characters (yaoi or yuri!) PLEAAASE give them to me... show me to me rachel pleaseee send it to me

it doesnt have to be characters that are explicitly stated as fat because even just like. bigger than average characters would be good too! (like the character from she loves to cook anf she loves to eat)

its been a common occurrence for me to come across yaoi/shounen ai rated 8.5 stars or lower and i ALWAYS expect it to be because the manga itself has an obvious problem like a shittily written character/story or like. there's unnecessary and romanticized rape, but when i read the actual manga it turns out to be so fucking good and well written and something id lose my mind over so its always so confusing to see people rating it so low like?4!2!4!33! and for such shallow reasons like "its not smutty enough" well damn take your prn addiction elsewhere!!

maybe its because there are certain people who use this site who i guess just dont have the ability to appreciate well written literature but i dont know. ITS SO INFURIATING TO SEE THE SAME TYPE OF HORRIBLY WRITTEN YAOI GET RATED ABOVE 8.5 STARS AND THEN YOU READ SOME HIDDEN GEM WITH BEAUTIFUL WRITING AND ART AND IT GETS RATED 8.4 JUST BC IT DOESNT HAVE ENOUGH SEX LIKE !!! sorry this isnt even a question but i needed to let dat out . u guys need to consume better yaoi damn