
If the uke still thinks for only a minute about staying with that bastard.. FGHJJK (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Seriously, I won't bother pitying him anymore -_-'
(I mean I'm so tired, my heart cannot take it anymore ╥﹏╥)

It's a 10 years of love, they practically a marry couple and the use is a faithful type of guy so it's pretty hard for him to leave the seme and he doesn't want to be alone before he die. No one want to be alone before they die and the uke may scared of being alone. Be more compassion for the uke, he probably stay with the seme this long because he still love a small part of the same back 10 years before where they were the happiness. And I do support your idea thought, he should leave the seme and it's not life fault that the same changed, he was the one who decided to changed. Honestly I feel so sad for him when he remember the grandma words and damn she was right. I mean she probably not homophobic because high school love ain;t gonna last long in real life, more than 90 percent ended badly in a breakup. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

I also agree with you... he surely doesn't want to be alone... and... It's easy to criticize by beeing on the sidelines... I know all of it x(
But I really could not endure that last image with all that blood... he doesn't deserve that... especially before dying... Shouldn't he be at least a bit happy in his last moments on earth ╥﹏╥
It's just so frustrating for us powerless readers... so depressing I LOVE THAT (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Yep... the love displayed in the yaoi can be sometimes so pure and heartwarming ヾ(☆▽☆)
But when they write about about tragedy... it isn't bad either (≧∀≦)
Here is the one I was talking about: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/
Plus some other bonus (not exactly the same type):
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hana_no_miyako_de/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/rouge_katsura_komachi/
If you also have a manga that you especially like, I whould like to try it too. Thanks ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Here are my already read story that I found very sad and beautiful but stories that are too sad like the story ''master of wind and moon'' i recently read on an app is so tragic, they both died but they met again in the after life but still such a tragic ending. If you want to read that you need to pay for it on the app, it's in eng though. (⌒▽⌒)
Anyway, here are my recommendation;
Nostalgic- Make me cried but not a sad ending- A lot of hardship
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kanemochi_kun_to_binbou_kun/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kami_sama_no_ekohiiki/
One of the best relationship and development i saw;
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yorimichi_kazuki_rai/nbt/ff8edf3adcb928be/Ch0/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/houkago_edge/mf/v01/c001/
Hope u enjoy it, the ''kami sama no ekohiiki'' one may make you doubt if it is boys love or not but trust me, the boys will be together in the end, it shows the development and cuteness so hold on till last chapter, i guaranteed it worth the time (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

I also recommend this song; it'f from Sam smith, kind of my yaoi anthem now XD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwMHXgusVzk

It's never too late to create and account :p
I'd also like to talk about manga and staff but in real life there are really few who share the same interests ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
But I have to warn you first. Since I've only learned english at school and by reading manga... sometimes you'll come to read some strange sentences... ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
But I'm so excited I can't stop... rip your eyes :p
Finally the novel:
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/the-decade-of-deep-love/
I'm crying because I'm really shocked, never hoped to find it like that just by chance... while I've been looking for it for so long... :'( xD
So crazy x)))))))))))
Thank you for the link. Does the novel only have 4 chapters??? How did you find this. Thank you so much
For now there are only 4 chapters but there will be more to come.
I found it by chance while looking for a new novel to read. ^^