
Yall gotta understand that it's also hard for Seungho to come to terms with his feelings, because looking at it, I doubt he grew up in an environment where he was taught to nurture good attitude. Plus his backstory that was briefly mentioned by someone in the earliest chapters. Nakyum is also in disbelief but only because he saw Seungho as someone not necessarily needing to be romantically inclined with anyone, given his notorious status. Piece it together and you'll understand.

IM SO EMOTIONAL, I AM CRYING. I've been reading this since the first translation came out, and honestly I've come to resonate so deeply with the characters. I can't believe it has come to and end The part where Yu Yang ruminates about his firsts and memorable moments with Li Huan in the university made me cry. It was his most beautiful and life-changing last year as a university student and Li Huan made it all the more precious. They deserve the happiness they're gonna get.

The uke is interested. He wants to rile up the seme to see where his limits lay, and because he thought it himself, it feels good than what he usually experiences. I've finished the manhwa raws, and it's good. Satisfying even. The uke is strong willed, and out of the sheets the seme actually is a big sweetheart. The pining is real and it just.... sighs, really GOOD.
This story is a good portrayal of how a victim can fall trap into someone's web. Haruki was helpless, despite having Hanabusa as his friend, he thought of the repercussions him confessing would bring. And if you still hasn't understood by now, he blames himself for killing his mother, and only Haruki knows of it and as he stated "the only one who can forgive him" In no way does this glorify stockholm syndromez but shows how a helpless victim can become.