I literally feel insane reading this, so to top it up with my depression, sleep deprivation, irregular current life and just weirdness: this is just like I know 90% of what I just read is mental and deraged and honestly a new type of sickness, but it also makes the atmosphere so drunk and off/ uncanny, enwrapping in a weird catatonic/apatic, so numbing that I am just glazing through this horrific horror story like a dream where I am paralyzed. This is literally a fever dream, I feel queasy and dizzy but also unaffected almost. I think my mental state really is down a peg for how I should be...
This is so fucking funny for me fjsjejejd remind me of a professor I hated, she was too ambitious... although her ideas were good her execution and ways were sleazy and messy, sloppy and at best were ok. This reminds me of her, the story is basically about our mc (lived in out current times and world) has died and his soul occupied one of the minor petty villains of a "novel" there he meets most of the prominent characters. But actually the novel was based on this other world/futuristic yet feudal scenario where he enchants most people ( just bc he is mc.-. And while he has to act like a villain he tries to help some people and get misunderstood a lot, which makes other characters perceive him as interested in them). There are many silly plot twists and some funny but a little wonky parts, the art and how the characters act is a little off and uncanny( but I think most chinese comics are a little over the top, and kinda disconnected between scenes and how the characters act[ it's like a very childish way to tell a story, where everyone is op and although the main character gets in trouble it's never really in depth or at least it never feels like it has a meaningful consequences]). It's not bad by any means, just that albeit this story line is really interesting and goes to something original, it feels badly executed and done without refinement.
How dare they use rape as a plot.-. How dare they acknowledge that he had experienced and was deeply scarred and scared when 2 other people used and abused him, but just because the godawful author said SeoHa is the ML it's all forgiven and forgotten as rape and now sawn as an "act of love". That was rape. That is deeply disturbing and makes me fueled with hate. I think our dearest dumb MC is not written in a good way, yes there are crazy people who submit and get so used to the harassment and abuse they crack and snap, but our idiotic Yul is just beyond that: he acknowledges THE FUCKING FACT HE WAS CONSTANTLY RAPED and the person only admitted after a while and just so he himself felt better.-. I feel beyond disgusted, it's agonizing and makes me literally feel sick and repulsed. How can someone use such trauma to tell a story and not market it as it is : horror. It's not a love story, not is it a wholesome one, it's sick, twisted and it even says in its own dialogues, but ultimately nothing is done or actually taken serious over the fact that is a crime, inhuman and a violation in every sense to be dome by someone that claimes it was "love". No. That isn't "Love", that is sickness, that is mania, obsession and an illness of compulsive possessiveness. That is toxic, unhelpful, unhealthy, hurtful. Disgusting. I am not saying and making a statement of moral superiority; I have read worse, but at least it's honest, it isn't portrayed in such a misleading way and pretending that it's "good". Those aren't good reads my any means, not even well written, but they admit they fetishize about their horribleness or acknowledge and "do something" act accordingly to as it is: criminal, disgusting acts of violation and violence, a terrible and sickening, repulsive and unhealthy media. I know better now that whenever I am drawn to dark themes I am not in a good head space. And I do acknowledge that porn is harmful, specially when consumed compulsively or in too mich quantities. I acknowledge my not good feelings and interests, but I hate being untruthful and masking/making excuses/ perceiving and lying as if they are not what they are. This is what prompted me to write all this, go along, this is just a rant as someone who has been raped( different to the MC) and have had sexual harassment (similar to MC). Anyway: I liked the roomate and FWB; as I said, I am not morally better nor any less of a scum for having some twisted preferences, I just prefer to be upfront and try my best to deal with them in a non harmful way( talking about it in therapy and always seeking consent and understanding of what's happening if I ever have sexual or any other type of communication/relationship). So that poor second male lead is my type, kind of an asshole but caring at times and teaching/learning at a pace and understanding their partners, sometimes being selfish or harsh but also having a soft spot. I liked how even though I kinda would say he loves MC it's not a very romantic relationship, I'd say its more BDSM with all that belonging and not treating as a romantic partner/SO. But also still caring and supporting one another while maintaining a good close relationship. I may be an aromantic who loves love and romance but could never partake in it as it irks and have never ended well for me specifically... Wow, self discovery time. Anyways: have a nice day, and I don't hate/berate anyone who liked it or even the author, but it caused a lot of unsettlement to see they describing how much impactful and hurting his past experiences bdared such trauma and dismay but outta nowhere ignore all of it and become so disgustingly hypocrite and disconnect just because the MC and the author have a wrapped view on the MC and ML relationship. It's a very bad one imo, and if I were to speak how I'd try to make MC healthy and happy: no contact with any of his exes, the FWB only if they cut sex and stayed good frens who support each other, therapy, new fresh environment, maybe sum meds cause he seems mentally sick :( depression, anxiety and insomnia are the top 3 I could say as I have the 1st two sickness and the story itself acknowledges MC has insomnia ( that is to say: it's ignored and never treated.-.) also he has panic attacks whenever he has contact with ptsd related people/events/places or anything really (ML's brother and his stalker) he also seems to have anger issues and outbursts( he broke many phones and treats other's he isn't close rashly/bad/aggressivly and just coldly most of the time). Again, have a nice day and sorry for bothering
I fully support him being alone, don't care to hate any other character tho :v cause it's pointless and dumb: whatchu gon do? Stop reading? That's all you can do if you really are so bothered by this girl Erika being annoying and pushy, selfishly projecting :v but that's about it, MC doesn't let that stop him :vvvv he just keeps on even though she is hindering and even being without any necessity a cumbersome obstacle :) I don't name call her, I don't degrade her, I speak a fact about her, and about how I perceive yall who are trash talking a girl for being dum and immature
I hope the creators get so rich they don't give a fck abt Mgg.☆
I also hope they become so passionate and prosperous that they start believing art shouldn't be sold it should be appreciated.♡
Lastly I hope Mgg lasts forever(ㅠ.ㅠ)
Here is just an addict in need of a healthy(?) dosage of all different types of comics.(ㅠㅅ ㅠ)
Wouldn't adding mass to light make it slower dur to its now heavily increased and born weight?
Isn't she just a groomer?? And the girls parents are very neglectful.-. I also hate how cohoborating her coworker is, the friend of the girl is also a child so no guilt in wavering about denouncing such behavior when the perpetrator acts nicely to them(a.k.a. Grooming). I literally just hate how she is made aware multiple times her behavior is not ok and just keeps doing it... And harboring such inappropriate thoughts and feelings towards a literal child.-. Ffs.
I couldn't stomach reading the middle parts... I can get the gidt without actually reading... But it's so gut wrenching and I feel sick, but also in so much pain... I want to protect people from situations that lead them to harm themselves and others. I want to be able to be a support to children who can't deal with others problems bur feel responsible... As other's have said... All the adults in this were incredibly selfish and self-centered, sad pathetic bastards who use others and harmful scapism to deal with their own mistakes and sad feelings, but at some point no sad backstory can make me hate anyone who hurts/neglects children... They didn't ask to be born... And Yoseob, if he was treated right, if some adult had shown him that they could be trusted... Maybe Jaeha wouldn't have sheltered such a responsibility and Teaoh, if someone could have mediated and helped him and his brother he wouldn't have taken it out on Jaeha... And Yoseob if there was a responsible adult, probably wouldn't have attacked him or if he had, he'd gface repercussion and have received some sort of help... :( Yura was also neglected by her parents apparently... She has some emotional trauma related to relationships and how people view her( Yoseob also sexually harassed her, and physically attacked her)... Anyways, please don't negkect children, it's not easy to take care of one in any form or shape... Some may have specific and special needs( which may not be physically visible, but pay attention to behavior and how they interact...) I hope I can one day help and work with children... So I can try to prevent more generational trauma and continuos abuse :(... (As someone who was sexually harassed as a child... I almost continued the abuse... I am not proud bur so relieved I didn't do it... Some memories haunt me to this day and it affects a lot in many areas...) search for therapy and help if you ever feel overwhelmed, it's no shame.
Ah yes, the reak villain approaches finally: greddy big green bucks Capitalism! Oh no! It will try yo make a monopoly and exploit the shit out of a product and their consumers :0!! Beware as they control the price and demand, creating crisis and inflation!!
Although dumb and idiotic and simply like mentally insane, I love this :)
Embracing cringe and normalizing it is not an easy path, but if no fucks are left to be given, it's akin to nirvana.
I didn't care much about his phrase tbh.-. All lives come with at least a little cringe, it's a canon event. And no one should judge, only follow the fate after seeing or hearing cringe: c r i n g e.
This is what the question "would you love me if I was a worm" means KAKAKAKA <3 sou... Kanan... Your loved bloomes still and inspires beauty and compassion
Please, say it's a lie... I need more of the 3 of them... All of them show little pieces I see throughout my life... This made my chest feel warmth and comfort... Like a hug, beautiful and sad that is preparing for a parting and will make you tear up, but always cherish that moment...
I love how mixed the reactions are here. If I said I had fun... Will I be just as bad as Miwako? All she wanted was to play. She played. Unfortunately the toys she chose were humans. And suffered a whole hell lot. Murase... Hirota and Tachibana. I like how this is a "love triangle" ( which is incorrect to say, as Tachibana and Hirota like Murase) but I also love how that works both as a background and the focus of the story. The 4 sisters were just sick fucks who were immortal and did not give a singlr flying fuck about anything. They saw 2 dogs one day and thought: "huh..." And started to interfere with humans. I liked how the other blood races were passing through loneliness and a hollowness that follows immortality but in a more decadent and suffering way. My favorite one is the lady that died for her familar.
My thoughts on the main characters is that they all show how blatant and present human weaknesses and raw emotions can shape one's life. Obviously this doesn't translate literally to reality. But when Hirota and Tachibana fought over Murase's death they said their motives for although forced to keep pursuing and living as familiars with their respective "owners". And also when Murase became twisted and admitted to using Tachibana and how she obsessed over Hirota.
Miwako... She was honestly my favorite. She was a bitch, no excuses, no worries, no trying to minimize. Just doing whatever she wants, whenever she wants and in a convoluted and condensed way. When she was abandoned and broken by her own expectations she created for Hirota... Ah beautiful tears, the best moment wjere all her character culminated and the end made a lot of sense to me, as she won't change, although hurt by her own emotions over Hirota, she still keeps on.
Her sister on the opposite spectrum, also liked having Tachibana in reality and he did teach her, as she changed in the end, she chose death, she wanted to be killed. She was bored, resentful and didn't really like the way Miwako acted ( I think, not sure, but I read this by their interactions) I like how although she abandoned Tachibana, she wanted him to come.
That's it. I just enjoyed this thoroughly. Have a nice day. Don't be a dick in real life, create art that can satisfy your dirty deep desires and control them :) don't do crimes ^^!
I want to kill all the bad people who made him suffer._. Then get him a good stable home where he can go to school and be treated with dignity and care... Who knows what he can achieve.... Therapy is mandatory and needed but I believe he can be happy.
That doesn't feel like an ending??? And even though it was painful, it wasn't fulfilling>:( yes, pains and sorrows, regrets and HALF BAKED ASS EXCUSES!!! Fuckkkkkk! Angel/birdie
Wasted precious sleep time... And still couldn't stomach another 40~ish chapterzs, I stopped reading by ch 62 cause it was 3am... But I just wanted to know how it would end... And idk.-. Just more mess but nothing really changed like, MC and ML got together, wow. Shockers. Darin still is a mess and hurt and dropped out??? Dnsndndnd and Pear.... Idk, I saw how he loved Darin still.... That even in his FECKING WEDDING VENUE, looked for Darin Cherry... Fuck, the story is about him.-. It's THE LITERAL TITLE, and still, home boi mommy issues douchbag Darin didn't get a real ending or closure or any sort of help/satisfactory explanation as to where all the pain could have turned around.... He, just dropped out of hs, got a modeling job and is still hurt/learning how to live with his demons... Alone and seemingly bitter and struggling and unhappy... None of the cast is around him anymore, and no new friends or helping professionals were presented... Mc couldn't and shouldn't be around, Cherry too, and his "friend" keeps being a weird clown bastard who is "serious" but also dead brain rot who just datss and makes a mess and isn't helpful in any way.^. Sage... She also was affected and used and broken by Darin, so even if she wanted to help, it was also obsession, which Darin already suffers from to compensate his complexes and traumas .wowowowow. So idk... I think, as the title has his name, it should be about him... He's not exactly a yandere, he is broken tp a degree nobody with their age could help, professional help and someone who could be a friend, call him out and a supporting and caring place is what he needs. Not to depend on it, but count on it and be able to use all the smart he uses to manipulate to his own good :( he is brilliant in a way... He just couldn't use for something good for those around him and himself...
