Aaaaa I am pissed and mopey now... It's ok... Author is good and actually writes well... Didi is cool as well i guess.... But why lead on the prince then ;^;???? Wth???? Why is it so convoluted and messy only to do thw biggest u turn ever and end up with didi?????? Like ye, clearly she likes didi, but clearly she also has "romantic feelings" and wayyyyyyy more chemistry moments with leo ;^; and it's hard to like 2 people at the same time, sge chose her 1st love :/ ye.... Ok. Just felt, kinda lacking? Idk... Didi rlly feels more like he loved her as her "true self older woman" but she feel in love with him as her "child appearance" and really didn't have that kick into it... It is "sweet" when she is just a woman and her and didi have that slow burn almost perfect romance when they at his hometown... But like I've been saying: it feels like cheating and specially to leo... Yes yes he is emotionally unstable, but is it not even scummier to lie and "give him what he wants/needs" only to take it away and then give all that love and affection to another? I feel slightly betrayed... I feel uncomfortable and a little bit sick on how this is all being played out... The misleading, the blind sighting, the manipulation and honestly the wishy washy attitude to both of them.... Philia shouldn't end with anyone then imo. Ye, sad, but I feel like if she has to choose one after all of this, it should be no one :) idk, selfish side of me says i don't agree with the toxicity of either relationship... It's VERY messy when you add that she can hear their thoughts... She was for 1/2 the story basically an infant.^. She used them both to achieve stuff that felt self righteous :) and she is quiet honestly a coward for not straightening up her affairs from the beginning