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I couldn't stomach reading the middle parts... I can get the gidt without actually reading... But it's so gut wrenching and I feel sick, but also in so much pain... I want to protect people from situations that lead them to harm themselves and others. I want to be able to be a support to children who can't deal with others problems bur feel responsible... As other's have said... All the adults in this were incredibly selfish and self-centered, sad pathetic bastards who use others and harmful scapism to deal with their own mistakes and sad feelings, but at some point no sad backstory can make me hate anyone who hurts/neglects children... They didn't ask to be born... And Yoseob, if he was treated right, if some adult had shown him that they could be trusted... Maybe Jaeha wouldn't have sheltered such a responsibility and Teaoh, if someone could have mediated and helped him and his brother he wouldn't have taken it out on Jaeha... And Yoseob if there was a responsible adult, probably wouldn't have attacked him or if he had, he'd gface repercussion and have received some sort of help... :( Yura was also neglected by her parents apparently... She has some emotional trauma related to relationships and how people view her( Yoseob also sexually harassed her, and physically attacked her)... Anyways, please don't negkect children, it's not easy to take care of one in any form or shape... Some may have specific and special needs( which may not be physically visible, but pay attention to behavior and how they interact...) I hope I can one day help and work with children... So I can try to prevent more generational trauma and continuos abuse :(... (As someone who was sexually harassed as a child... I almost continued the abuse... I am not proud bur so relieved I didn't do it... Some memories haunt me to this day and it affects a lot in many areas...) search for therapy and help if you ever feel overwhelmed, it's no shame.