I am a crazy foodie, a lore gamer and reader. I read manga while eating, because I feel that makes both reading and eating enjoyable for me. Although that's not a healthy habit and I do not recommend.
BRO THEY HAVE SUCH CHEMISTRY??? I- I was like... Is is real or am I just tripping cause I love love and bl?? Nah, turns out it wasn't just me =^^=!!!!
I kinda hate Ray :( not bc he is a Slut I Absolutely Love that for him :) but... Idk he seems manipulative and I loving somehow? Like he gives his apparently closest ones the minimum and takes it all. He is mean and sly... But in a way I feel uncomfortable? Like I am all for gay rights and wrongs, but I don't like his personality and how he acts, his moral if you will? Like you can how around and be good :,) he hoes around and acts trashy? Idk, I hate the violence :) the FUCKING RAPE :D The drugging the using of many people and subjecting them to submit by your whims, degrading the partners :( like ok, ye he may not be yer type but ffs don't degrade if it's not in a kinky way/play/outside of the bedroom!???
As always, my comments have horrible typos cause I am slightly dyslexic and hate typing.
So... I was reading this and even before knowing about the spoilers I could feel it. He is a psychopath. Not exaggerating and using the term lightly :) like if this was real he would be in true crime. He'd be like those cult leaders story meets Ted Bundy, a crossover if you will. He abuses his power as he pleases, he engages in sketchy schemes. He drives people to death, arrests them, messes with anyone as he pleases. Cause he finds amusing to destroy them. His eyes literally feel like that of someone remorseless. He doesn't regret anything but leaving tips and trails that could lead back to him and incriminate him. He literally doesn't care about anyone else, he doesn't see anyone as another being deserving of any consideration and respect, at least as disposable toys and at most a toy he cherishes (that's mc). He really reminds me of this cannibalistic pedophile criminal called Albert Fish. Just the coldness, the planning and how far one can go, how they can dismember and destroy anothers life without a singular semblance of any bad feelings about it, actually they enjoyed it. They want to do it again if they can. And they strive to do it again. I get disgusted, shivers crawl on my skin and I feel unsafe just by being reminded that this is a very much real threat. Taeshin does exist in real life.
After reading many comments and laughing my ass off from how heated some arguments and opinions about this can get (not criticizing, i love it) I realized: Everyone sucks :D
Look: Gay husband had sad childhood and all, but he married bro, and he didn’t communicate either his still(god why) wife… he just”meh, I’ll date this 21 yo boy who approached me outta nowhere:)” and he only “came out” cause he literally kissed said bf in front of hus dorr on their anniversary
Ok…. I myself am not monogamous nor heterosexual:) but WHAT AKKAKAKAKAKAKKA
first of all…. The husband justyeeted himself out of the story basically and left both his wife who he isn’t attracted but loves (???) and his bf/fling(the one who approached him just to meet his wife whom was his teacher and he loves since then…. BUT ENDED UP LOVING THE GAY HUSBA AS WELL????)….
so wife find out on their fucking anniversary after realizing her husband is distant and not sexual with her anymore that said husband is gay and dating her ex student . what.
AND SHE TAKES HER TIME TO PROCESS AND ACCEPT, he kinda still cares deeply about her and break up and decides to perform once more for her. Then she understands that he might iff himself if he keeps pretending:) wtf. So she calls his ex who also os very interested in her to live with em.
Outta nowhere we have silly little plots about their fam(wife’s sis is preg and isn’t sure about marriage, husband’s sis is cool af mangaka and very progressive:)) BUT HUSBAND’S FATHER IS A POS!!!! and his mom is also controlling and manipulative :) they pressure the weird couple to have children and husband comes out???? Wife freaks out and calls again her husband’s bf???? she says” ye yall can fuck and all :) dw” husband hears that and starts being a lil manipulative bish cause his horrible weird bf also likes his wife…. Who was his teach :). W h a t.
So husband gets kinda like a promotion/is relocated (?) to a different city and he wants explore???? His independency/sexuallity???? And doesn’t bring his bf… why? Bf stays with wife…. They apparently are over each other despite still caring (?) for one another??? But still open to divorce… or not???? IM CONFUSED ABOUT THIS PART KKKKKKKKKK
Also we randomly meet wife’s high school fren who is clearly pinning gpfor wife :) also said friends’ roommate also falls for wife :) like… why? She kinda bland imo ówò)? Anyways…. Self proclaimed poly bi boy is just
I personally didn't feel satisfied? Like.-. No kiss? Only sensored stuff??? No gorey violence :( even the poor insects seemed debuffed tbh!!! I felt no fear and no emotion other than expecting a bit more? Like.... More twistedness or more taboo?? Like.-. A... Ok. I guess???
1st one I barley skirmished through it :v cause it made me anfry and I was just wanting to see the smut KKKKKKKK
But now I read it all,,, and yes CARTER and Benny are 2 horrible cheating pos. No doubt. Aaron deserves better.
BUT! their chemistry is undeniable!!! And I believe albeit wrong, neither Benny or carter are monogamous,,,, they should be honest to themselves and STOP HURTING PEOPLE LIKE COLLATERAL DAMAGE TO THEM?!? Like wth,,, yall being homewrecks cause yall bored (reminded me of Ariana) BUT NAH, my boy Aaron did his best, took care of his husband and kept loyal throughout it all!!!! BENNY NEVER STOPPED BEING A HOE!!!! And MAN JUST TELL YER PARTNER YE AINT MONOGAMOUS???? The hell you gain by lying and hurting Aaron… literally so evil and selfish….
Carter is literally aromatic, a serial dater/cheater/manipulator narcissist a bish who doesn’t care about anything and anyone other than his own dick and boredom :v fuck carter, don’t be like him,,, like yes hoe around! Yes get with anyone yall want! BUT DONT LIE TO YALLS PARTNERS EVEN IF ITS A FLING OR A ONE NIGHT STAND!!!! Dont drag ppl to yer messy home wreck cheating:v
That was all, thanks for reading my hot take/ted talk.
I love sluty people and I support all relationships that are consented and healthy to all envolved
Whyyyyy Eugene, my baby!!! Whyyyyyyy, it’s not fair :( I wanna pick him up and care for him ;-; Damned empeor YoY) yes his freak matches her,,, but but ;-; EUGENEEEEE
I need takatotora and arisawa to be together. Well, not like I’d force anyone or anything, but I feel oddly happy when I see them together, I personally love assholes…
What? Like…. What???????
Both are weird??? She was an orphan girl who just worked while studying to support herself, then a randomly customers on where she worked gets interested in her, he’s a medical student in his final year… and he follows her .^.???? Since this is an oemga verse, on one of those stalking incidents, she goes onto heat…. He follows, doesn’t call for help, gets closer and entranced by her pheromones, bites himself back from binding her on a relationship via bite mark, she goes crazy into delirium from heat, forces him/sa/rape him. He loses it after she offers her neck, proceeds to bite the high school girl he stalked and that raped him. Both flee???? Later days he tries searching for her, she lost her memories, thinks she was raped( which depends on how to read the situation? She wasn’t in her right mind and assaulted him, he tried to resist but didn’t call for help or really tried to subdue the high school girl while he has a bigger stature than her… not blaming just saying that if he bit himself due to his focus on not wanting it, maybe scream? Idk, sa is terrible and not logical, most people will not be rational while dealing with such stressful situations… can’t blame him, but personally in my sa’s experience I also didn’t take into account what was happening and struggle to get out ofths situation [but I have the fact I was a child?] anwyays I get him but not at the same time… in this situation, had I been in his place, as a man, being able to idk knock her out or scram, or call, I would have tried my best to get out… maybe he also did, but unfortunately, and I don’t want to erase the male experience of being a victim, I think because he was enfatuated with her, he didn’t try to physically get her away from him?).
So, the girl and the man are traumatized and he never forgot but also didn’t try to gi to therapy and heal in a way that didn’t involve less contact either his aggressor, he actively tried to search his rapist…. (Again personally after I realized and spent time away from both my aggressors I fear even encountering either and unfortunately one is a family member who I will have the displeasure to see this Christmas,,,,). Then by chance after many years and being haunted by rumors the girl is now a woman and was pregnant after her rape(she did the aggression but was also traumatized and lost her memories thinking she was the one violated) she continued her pregnancy and now the child is 4, she works and tries her best to take care of her daughter.
Teh daughter had a fever and the day care got her to a hospital, there the child meets her biological sperm provider… or her father, whichever one will prefer to call this relationship… the egg provider or mother comes and recognizes him by his scent (cause this bs is omega verse…) she reacts in a ptsd way, very shocked and scared, gets her sick daughter home and is remembered of her lacking memories of the dreary encounter..
Gets sick, daughter gets out and goes to the hospital, gets the man, his supervisor IS TOLD something weird happened the day previous between the doctor and the patients mother, reflects that something must’ve happened and DOES NOTHING????
Guy gets there, is shocked, PROCEEDS TO BLACKMAIL HIS RAPIST TO BE TOGETHER?????? what.
The woman feels crazy but agrees in fear of losing the custody of her daughter to him, whom she assaulted (doesn’t remember and was also affected) and he who stalked her when she was “of legal age” but still a student and having a big age gap….
She agrees, but has MANY anxiety attacks! He feels guilty but wants to be by her side???? What.
They act civil in front of the daughter, he is really rude/threatening her whenever she acts anxious/not wanting contact in front of their daughter or whenever they are alone. No talks after basically months together about either one’s trauma???? What.
The woman feels trapped and decides to commit yet another criminal coerced sex/film it without his consent to prove she was raped and flee from the very mentally taxing situation. She uses her heat and pheromones yet again, now consciously. Being a very active sexual offender :) WHAT????
He does lie with her and she films it but notices that he feels coerced/forced albeit agreeing to go on? He also cries and she sees his attempts to not bite her, she gets confused and doubts her memories. Then they don't talk :) his father comes and offers money so she leaves his son alone, as he knows she was in heat ande one who assaulted his son, I WONDER THOUGH IF HE KNEW HIS SON WAS STALKING A HIGH SCHOOL GIRL! Whom later raped the man in question.-. What.
So she goes on with her plan even after hearing them talk about her assault on him, using the very criminal not consented sex tape of them both to flee with their daughter…. WHAT? and while she is on the run :) she goes back to where they lived, wherre he stalked her. She raped him, ah yes. He comes for her and they love happily ever after??????????????"??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
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I don't even know? I can't digest it? Nor can I put my mind onto it... Is it good? Is it bad? It's art for sure. What is the message? Was there even a meaning?
Not sure. I read it. I read it in less than an hour. I feel trapped in someone's fever dream. Maybe a nightmare? Depends onnthe persons psych... I just wish Kanon and Litch to be happy :,) same with all the maladjusted misguided boys... This is a very confusing brewery... I feel hints of power, love, obsession, guilt, complexes with age and self worth. All in all I really read it. I still have apathetic reaction to it, like a stiff lifeless statue? I just observed and felt a little, but nothing much more than that....
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! I HAVE CRIED, I HAVE LAUGHED! I LONG FOR THEIR SIMPLE AND HEALTHY HAPPINESS ITS LITERALLY 1:23 AM I HAVE STUFF TOMORROW AND ALREADY SKIPPED CLASSES TODAY!! AAAAAAA AND NOW I HAVE THIS SUDDEN RUSH TO JUST SELL MY SOUL IF I CAN JUST SEE THE REST OF THIS STORY???? HELP! THIS IS MORE THAN JUST LOVE! I ADORE THIS STORY thank you so much everyone who made it be possible to read and accompany our beautiful Abel ;^; our sad Karas and their loyal and funny friends who bet on their lives like it's a joke I LOVE YOU AUTHOR-NIM! THANKS FOR THE EDITORS AND PUBLISHER SITE!!!! THANK YOU TRANSLATORS
I barely read it properly, it just hurts. I have adhd and grew up undiagnosed... It hurts, it hurt so much when I was a teen and also felt helpless, I hurt myself and I also felt like everything was meaningless and so so so bleak... I remember days were I'd just be catatonic or numb, others when I'd cry my eyes out for no apparent reason... This reminds me of it all... I hate the adults who are so irresponsible and cold, they are disgusting. I understand them, but I feel they are loathsome as well, so powerless facing the woes of a child... They drink and blind themselves as they can't do shirt about it, they undecisively try to meddle in it, pushing and pushing the people around them for selfish reasons when they don't trully understand how or want to actually help. I hate this. It is too real. It is still too fresh of a wound... It festers and I feel like a dilascerated infected ail has been brought back...
Ok... Whatever, haemi and askman and haesu and yundo are end game :v killer gom be revealed after a little more of rolling ur readers around, and then everyone will discover the twins did a parent trap at 25yo and prolly all gom just go with that... Ok :)
Nah... When he cleared beg him to stop i was uncomfortable...
I don't like Chinese manhua bc of this... So misogynistic:( it's always a moan against another and ruthless man literally trying to rape and succeeding sometimes.... Like wth???? I don't like yue, but she needs help not hatred