Soooo.... I love BDSM, but when it's done right KKKKKK this is a whole mess a dozzy, if you will, and might I say: I wanna punch Eli! I wanna torture him just as he is to our boy :) like yes he may like it, but it's REALLY not consentual... And rapey, sexual assault, black mailing, power play. It's fiction so I ball, but fucking hell. I hate his guts, I wanna punch that gut till he pukes blood, and not in a sexy way as he tries to portray his own absurd actions. I wouldn't mind seeing our mc enjoy his sex drive and all, but pls, stop abusing him :(
I honestly just want to hug that poor boy. I want to take him in my arms and cry and cry and sob, and just tell him it's over, it will be okay now. There's no more monsters that can reach him :( that he can breath, that he can sleep soundly, that all his hurts will take time, but that they will heal...
I want to cook for him, teach him how to cook his favorite meals, I want to tuck him in to sleep with cozy socks and the softest blanket there's is. In the morning I would give him the best bathroom I can find and tell him, that yes, bodily autonomy is a right that he is owned, that although he had been violated and humiliated so many times, now he can take his time, shower with tranquility, let the warm water embrace his hurt body and let all the tears and anxiety be washed away, let him soak in the bath for as long as the water holds its heat, provide with the best towel I could find. Not interrupt him, even give him the keys if he feels safer by locking it, and when he got out, there would be easy to chew and stomach foods for breakfast ;^; porridge, maybe an apple, I'd offer for him to pick a tea. Boil the water and serve him, let him breath the aroma peacefully, hold his hands if he allows me, offer to towel dry his hair :( ask if he wants me to brush it. I would be so mindful with my touch, so careful, because he is that precious and lovable.
Not as an objectified person or a pawn in someone else's scheme, but just because he is alive and hasn't given up yet... I would tear up every time he allowed me to take care of him. I don't want him to depend on me, I want him to grow, to learn how to stand up by himself, learn what he likes, what are his objectives, dreams and just anything he likes to do! I would not push him to learn anything, but would strongly encourage with patience and love to find what brings joy to his eyes, what makes him smile, what can make him shine.
Not only is his face pretty, but he himself is a gem... I want him to see himself with pride and love... What has happened I wouldn't be able to change, but I wanna provide and care for him with the best I can... I want to compliment him but would wait for him to allow himself to be, to just exist as someone, to be able to take in someone's words without fear.
He isn't dumb, he was desperate and being dragged, killed and destroyed piece by piece by everyone he got into contact :( I want to help him find himself, to be able to find his voice, to be able to make his own choices, to be himself without any shame or pain.... I wouldn't erase or mold him in any way, I'd only try to gently guide and help... I love him so much, I want to be the parental figure he lacked.... Not in any way that would not be agape, unconditional love ;^; I love him... I want him to be able to be...
I love brats<3 Victor is such a boy failure, insecure and self destructive :,) but oh gods! How he shines as a masochist bottom bitch! He is so whiny and annoying I love seeing him getting bullied and grasping for air! I love when he finally gets tamed and put in his place <3
Unless I know such feelings just others, I wouldn't hold myself back. I do understand she suffered and is so traumatized she acts irrationally, which is very out of character, but as someone who is ultimately so different( I also have traumas but of course they differ and have different outcomes and consequences that did not left me like her) it's so difficult to see her deny her good feelings and embrace only the vengeful ones :(
I like emperor with his dragon cock : fun refreshing, when not a beast he asked for consent :)
I even like how mage got totally fucked by her, he was a pos for being a pervert and doing shit she clearly wanted an out of, but he got that same treatment :)
I dispise the PRIEST PURIST FUCKER!!!! HOW DARE HE!!! He openly admitted to choosing her although she herself is not priestess material... BECAUSE HER PUSSY WAS THE PUREST??? What?!?? STFU MAN get out of here >:( and when she lives with her fate of being graped, tossed and passed around with happiness he GETS ANGRY AT HER???? HYPOCRITICAL POSSS!!! like??? Sadist? You want her to hurt and not enjoy all YOU chose to put her through??? At least she is enjoying herself with her acursed fate!! Let my girl choose ! She also did not say she wanted to be cream pied all those times >:( and HE DARES CAST VIRGINIZE AT HER ALL THE FUCKING TIME???! When she clearly hates it >:( I hope he dies, never see, touch or speak to her again >:( i hate him. Rot in hell you bastard, hope yer dick melts off with a desease >:(
Anyways: Lyacon is babe and the elf is hella gay for him, hope we see them fucking :) and I accept the sandwich that we all are hoping for next chapters... but damn... I wish it was just them for 2 reasons:
1st- she NEEDS a fucking break <3
2nd- common, elf loves Lyacon, let him have sum ~<3
I like blond guy... He's my type .... Guilty and charged when I see a dick head, it makes me wan break em real nice <3
I HAVE HAD GALACTORREA!!! And I said it jokingly when I saw the ch 0 and ch 1 and 2... THIS BITCH ASS AUTHOR!!!! Fuck this!!!! The misinformation!!!!!! UGHHHHhh YES NO SHIT SHERLOCK YOU CAN HAVE GALACTORREA WITHOUT HAVING HAD SEX DUMBASS!!!!!! Fuck!!!! I had it >:( and it was a coleterral effect that shit was scarry at 17! And it was due to meds not working >:( shame on the author for that phrase, won't read it cause of it and BECAME ENRAGED AF!!! like, treat as magic then if you already are doing this bs, BUT DON'T GET ACTUAL STUFF WRONGLY PORTRAID FFS ANXJDJDJSKKSJD I NEVER GOT THIS MAD B4!!!! FUCK!
I couldn't have an inkling of compassion, pity, sympathy, whatever for her. She took it upon herself not only to detroy her life, but makes his a living hell he can't break free. And I love demons! But she is just sad and pitiful in her own dichotomy: she latched on to his pious nature and twisted beyond any scape :( he could have found many types of help: self acceptance, his support network help... and idk, just venturing out and trying to learn more about other paths...
But she robbed him of any choice, she muzzled him and beat his spirits out, she just locked himnin a cage of madness and abuse... I sincerely hate her, hope he can get out of her grasp and find anf shape his own happiness according to his will and hands :(
I remember reading this.... I had forgotten cause I really dislike it KKKKKK mc can be... So dum? Like itself ok, I myself dum, but damm. He like... Extra???
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I am a crazy foodie, a lore gamer and reader. I read manga while eating, because I feel that makes both reading and eating enjoyable for me. Although that's not a healthy habit and I do not recommend.
BRO THEY HAVE SUCH CHEMISTRY??? I- I was like... Is is real or am I just tripping cause I love love and bl?? Nah, turns out it wasn't just me =^^=!!!!
I kinda hate Ray :( not bc he is a Slut I Absolutely Love that for him :) but... Idk he seems manipulative and I loving somehow? Like he gives his apparently closest ones the minimum and takes it all. He is mean and sly... But in a way I feel uncomfortable? Like I am all for gay rights and wrongs, but I don't like his personality and how he acts, his moral if you will? Like you can how around and be good :,) he hoes around and acts trashy? Idk, I hate the violence :) the FUCKING RAPE :D The drugging the using of many people and subjecting them to submit by your whims, degrading the partners :( like ok, ye he may not be yer type but ffs don't degrade if it's not in a kinky way/play/outside of the bedroom!???
As always, my comments have horrible typos cause I am slightly dyslexic and hate typing.
So... I was reading this and even before knowing about the spoilers I could feel it. He is a psychopath. Not exaggerating and using the term lightly :) like if this was real he would be in true crime. He'd be like those cult leaders story meets Ted Bundy, a crossover if you will. He abuses his power as he pleases, he engages in sketchy schemes. He drives people to death, arrests them, messes with anyone as he pleases. Cause he finds amusing to destroy them. His eyes literally feel like that of someone remorseless. He doesn't regret anything but leaving tips and trails that could lead back to him and incriminate him. He literally doesn't care about anyone else, he doesn't see anyone as another being deserving of any consideration and respect, at least as disposable toys and at most a toy he cherishes (that's mc). He really reminds me of this cannibalistic pedophile criminal called Albert Fish. Just the coldness, the planning and how far one can go, how they can dismember and destroy anothers life without a singular semblance of any bad feelings about it, actually they enjoyed it. They want to do it again if they can. And they strive to do it again. I get disgusted, shivers crawl on my skin and I feel unsafe just by being reminded that this is a very much real threat. Taeshin does exist in real life.
After reading many comments and laughing my ass off from how heated some arguments and opinions about this can get (not criticizing, i love it) I realized: Everyone sucks :D
Look: Gay husband had sad childhood and all, but he married bro, and he didn’t communicate either his still(god why) wife… he just”meh, I’ll date this 21 yo boy who approached me outta nowhere:)” and he only “came out” cause he literally kissed said bf in front of hus dorr on their anniversary
Ok…. I myself am not monogamous nor heterosexual:) but WHAT AKKAKAKAKAKAKKA
first of all…. The husband justyeeted himself out of the story basically and left both his wife who he isn’t attracted but loves (???) and his bf/fling(the one who approached him just to meet his wife whom was his teacher and he loves since then…. BUT ENDED UP LOVING THE GAY HUSBA AS WELL????)….
so wife find out on their fucking anniversary after realizing her husband is distant and not sexual with her anymore that said husband is gay and dating her ex student . what.
AND SHE TAKES HER TIME TO PROCESS AND ACCEPT, he kinda still cares deeply about her and break up and decides to perform once more for her. Then she understands that he might iff himself if he keeps pretending:) wtf. So she calls his ex who also os very interested in her to live with em.
Outta nowhere we have silly little plots about their fam(wife’s sis is preg and isn’t sure about marriage, husband’s sis is cool af mangaka and very progressive:)) BUT HUSBAND’S FATHER IS A POS!!!! and his mom is also controlling and manipulative :) they pressure the weird couple to have children and husband comes out???? Wife freaks out and calls again her husband’s bf???? she says” ye yall can fuck and all :) dw” husband hears that and starts being a lil manipulative bish cause his horrible weird bf also likes his wife…. Who was his teach :). W h a t.
So husband gets kinda like a promotion/is relocated (?) to a different city and he wants explore???? His independency/sexuallity???? And doesn’t bring his bf… why? Bf stays with wife…. They apparently are over each other despite still caring (?) for one another??? But still open to divorce… or not???? IM CONFUSED ABOUT THIS PART KKKKKKKKKK
Also we randomly meet wife’s high school fren who is clearly pinning gpfor wife :) also said friends’ roommate also falls for wife :) like… why? She kinda bland imo ówò)? Anyways…. Self proclaimed poly bi boy is just