1st one I barley skirmished through it :v cause it made me anfry and I was just wanting to see the smut KKKKKKKK
But now I read it all,,, and yes CARTER and Benny are 2 horrible cheating pos. No doubt. Aaron deserves better.
BUT! their chemistry is undeniable!!! And I believe albeit wrong, neither Benny or carter are monogamous,,,, they should be honest to themselves and STOP HURTING PEOPLE LIKE COLLATERAL DAMAGE TO THEM?!? Like wth,,, yall being homewrecks cause yall bored (reminded me of Ariana) BUT NAH, my boy Aaron did his best, took care of his husband and kept loyal throughout it all!!!! BENNY NEVER STOPPED BEING A HOE!!!! And MAN JUST TELL YER PARTNER YE AINT MONOGAMOUS???? The hell you gain by lying and hurting Aaron… literally so evil and selfish….
Carter is literally aromatic, a serial dater/cheater/manipulator narcissist a bish who doesn’t care about anything and anyone other than his own dick and boredom :v fuck carter, don’t be like him,,, like yes hoe around! Yes get with anyone yall want! BUT DONT LIE TO YALLS PARTNERS EVEN IF ITS A FLING OR A ONE NIGHT STAND!!!! Dont drag ppl to yer messy home wreck cheating:v
That was all, thanks for reading my hot take/ted talk.
I love sluty people and I support all relationships that are consented and healthy to all envolved
Whyyyyy Eugene, my baby!!! Whyyyyyyy, it’s not fair :( I wanna pick him up and care for him ;-; Damned empeor YoY) yes his freak matches her,,, but but ;-; EUGENEEEEE
I need takatotora and arisawa to be together. Well, not like I’d force anyone or anything, but I feel oddly happy when I see them together, I personally love assholes…
What? Like…. What???????
Both are weird??? She was an orphan girl who just worked while studying to support herself, then a randomly customers on where she worked gets interested in her, he’s a medical student in his final year… and he follows her .^.???? Since this is an oemga verse, on one of those stalking incidents, she goes onto heat…. He follows, doesn’t call for help, gets closer and entranced by her pheromones, bites himself back from binding her on a relationship via bite mark, she goes crazy into delirium from heat, forces him/sa/rape him. He loses it after she offers her neck, proceeds to bite the high school girl he stalked and that raped him. Both flee???? Later days he tries searching for her, she lost her memories, thinks she was raped( which depends on how to read the situation? She wasn’t in her right mind and assaulted him, he tried to resist but didn’t call for help or really tried to subdue the high school girl while he has a bigger stature than her… not blaming just saying that if he bit himself due to his focus on not wanting it, maybe scream? Idk, sa is terrible and not logical, most people will not be rational while dealing with such stressful situations… can’t blame him, but personally in my sa’s experience I also didn’t take into account what was happening and struggle to get out ofths situation [but I have the fact I was a child?] anwyays I get him but not at the same time… in this situation, had I been in his place, as a man, being able to idk knock her out or scram, or call, I would have tried my best to get out… maybe he also did, but unfortunately, and I don’t want to erase the male experience of being a victim, I think because he was enfatuated with her, he didn’t try to physically get her away from him?).
So, the girl and the man are traumatized and he never forgot but also didn’t try to gi to therapy and heal in a way that didn’t involve less contact either his aggressor, he actively tried to search his rapist…. (Again personally after I realized and spent time away from both my aggressors I fear even encountering either and unfortunately one is a family member who I will have the displeasure to see this Christmas,,,,). Then by chance after many years and being haunted by rumors the girl is now a woman and was pregnant after her rape(she did the aggression but was also traumatized and lost her memories thinking she was the one violated) she continued her pregnancy and now the child is 4, she works and tries her best to take care of her daughter.
Teh daughter had a fever and the day care got her to a hospital, there the child meets her biological sperm provider… or her father, whichever one will prefer to call this relationship… the egg provider or mother comes and recognizes him by his scent (cause this bs is omega verse…) she reacts in a ptsd way, very shocked and scared, gets her sick daughter home and is remembered of her lacking memories of the dreary encounter..
Gets sick, daughter gets out and goes to the hospital, gets the man, his supervisor IS TOLD something weird happened the day previous between the doctor and the patients mother, reflects that something must’ve happened and DOES NOTHING????
Guy gets there, is shocked, PROCEEDS TO BLACKMAIL HIS RAPIST TO BE TOGETHER?????? what.
The woman feels crazy but agrees in fear of losing the custody of her daughter to him, whom she assaulted (doesn’t remember and was also affected) and he who stalked her when she was “of legal age” but still a student and having a big age gap….
She agrees, but has MANY anxiety attacks! He feels guilty but wants to be by her side???? What.
They act civil in front of the daughter, he is really rude/threatening her whenever she acts anxious/not wanting contact in front of their daughter or whenever they are alone. No talks after basically months together about either one’s trauma???? What.
The woman feels trapped and decides to commit yet another criminal coerced sex/film it without his consent to prove she was raped and flee from the very mentally taxing situation. She uses her heat and pheromones yet again, now consciously. Being a very active sexual offender :) WHAT????
He does lie with her and she films it but notices that he feels coerced/forced albeit agreeing to go on? He also cries and she sees his attempts to not bite her, she gets confused and doubts her memories. Then they don't talk :) his father comes and offers money so she leaves his son alone, as he knows she was in heat ande one who assaulted his son, I WONDER THOUGH IF HE KNEW HIS SON WAS STALKING A HIGH SCHOOL GIRL! Whom later raped the man in question.-. What.
So she goes on with her plan even after hearing them talk about her assault on him, using the very criminal not consented sex tape of them both to flee with their daughter…. WHAT? and while she is on the run :) she goes back to where they lived, wherre he stalked her. She raped him, ah yes. He comes for her and they love happily ever after??????????????"??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
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I don't even know? I can't digest it? Nor can I put my mind onto it... Is it good? Is it bad? It's art for sure. What is the message? Was there even a meaning?
Not sure. I read it. I read it in less than an hour. I feel trapped in someone's fever dream. Maybe a nightmare? Depends onnthe persons psych... I just wish Kanon and Litch to be happy :,) same with all the maladjusted misguided boys... This is a very confusing brewery... I feel hints of power, love, obsession, guilt, complexes with age and self worth. All in all I really read it. I still have apathetic reaction to it, like a stiff lifeless statue? I just observed and felt a little, but nothing much more than that....
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! I HAVE CRIED, I HAVE LAUGHED! I LONG FOR THEIR SIMPLE AND HEALTHY HAPPINESS ITS LITERALLY 1:23 AM I HAVE STUFF TOMORROW AND ALREADY SKIPPED CLASSES TODAY!! AAAAAAA AND NOW I HAVE THIS SUDDEN RUSH TO JUST SELL MY SOUL IF I CAN JUST SEE THE REST OF THIS STORY???? HELP! THIS IS MORE THAN JUST LOVE! I ADORE THIS STORY thank you so much everyone who made it be possible to read and accompany our beautiful Abel ;^; our sad Karas and their loyal and funny friends who bet on their lives like it's a joke I LOVE YOU AUTHOR-NIM! THANKS FOR THE EDITORS AND PUBLISHER SITE!!!! THANK YOU TRANSLATORS
I barely read it properly, it just hurts. I have adhd and grew up undiagnosed... It hurts, it hurt so much when I was a teen and also felt helpless, I hurt myself and I also felt like everything was meaningless and so so so bleak... I remember days were I'd just be catatonic or numb, others when I'd cry my eyes out for no apparent reason... This reminds me of it all... I hate the adults who are so irresponsible and cold, they are disgusting. I understand them, but I feel they are loathsome as well, so powerless facing the woes of a child... They drink and blind themselves as they can't do shirt about it, they undecisively try to meddle in it, pushing and pushing the people around them for selfish reasons when they don't trully understand how or want to actually help. I hate this. It is too real. It is still too fresh of a wound... It festers and I feel like a dilascerated infected ail has been brought back...
Ok... Whatever, haemi and askman and haesu and yundo are end game :v killer gom be revealed after a little more of rolling ur readers around, and then everyone will discover the twins did a parent trap at 25yo and prolly all gom just go with that... Ok :)
Nah... When he cleared beg him to stop i was uncomfortable...
I don't like Chinese manhua bc of this... So misogynistic:( it's always a moan against another and ruthless man literally trying to rape and succeeding sometimes.... Like wth???? I don't like yue, but she needs help not hatred
At this point and were we stand... I don't care if it's fake or another plot to make our mc fall even more into madness and finally kill himself: give him some love ffs??? Get him into a doctor, treat him, get him into feeling even a bit of serotonin. I really am sorry but I don't care even if it was the abuser that was just tricking him into an even lower form, just let him feel cared for even if it's messed up ;^; pls... Cause he already broken in the worst way... He conscious and hurting, lemme get sum delulu and see him happy even if only at his own mind... Even if still toxic ;^; I can't take it....
Honestly, I just wanna grab him, take him somewhere where there's no abuser and people related to that.... Give him time, space and let him choose, grow and heal... I wish I could erase, but this is the story author created... So I just wanna make it so that although all of that happened and he trully is broken beyond I wish that even if he choose suicíde or just died or idk what, that his last moments would be peaceful... Or at least free of his tormentor... I wish I would aplly skin mending/soothing/healing pomadea/oils, anything really, give him a shower and nutricious omurice ;^; he don't need to force himself to like it/smile or taste... I'd just try my hardest to make he feel at peace... To heal even if just to take his own life.... But at his own terms at least ;^; and if he chose to stay I'd be right besides him for as long as he allowed me to I love this man unconditional and wish I could do at least one thing to ease his agony....
Are we just gonna live our lives knowing that in the first couple the blonde dude as NO idea his new boyfriend has been sabotaging his exes?? Like how he’s a literal stalker?? Anyways 2nd couple
Aaaaa I am pissed and mopey now... It's ok... Author is good and actually writes well... Didi is cool as well i guess.... But why lead on the prince then ;^;???? Wth???? Why is it so convoluted and messy only to do thw biggest u turn ever and end up with didi?????? Like ye, clearly she likes didi, but clearly she also has "romantic feelings" and wayyyyyyy more chemistry moments with leo ;^; and it's hard to like 2 people at the same time, sge chose her 1st love :/ ye.... Ok. Just felt, kinda lacking? Idk... Didi rlly feels more like he loved her as her "true self older woman" but she feel in love with him as her "child appearance" and really didn't have that kick into it... It is "sweet" when she is just a woman and her and didi have that slow burn almost perfect romance when they at his hometown... But like I've been saying: it feels like cheating and specially to leo... Yes yes he is emotionally unstable, but is it not even scummier to lie and "give him what he wants/needs" only to take it away and then give all that love and affection to another? I feel slightly betrayed... I feel uncomfortable and a little bit sick on how this is all being played out... The misleading, the blind sighting, the manipulation and honestly the wishy washy attitude to both of them.... Philia shouldn't end with anyone then imo. Ye, sad, but I feel like if she has to choose one after all of this, it should be no one :) idk, selfish side of me says i don't agree with the toxicity of either relationship... It's VERY messy when you add that she can hear their thoughts... She was for 1/2 the story basically an infant.^. She used them both to achieve stuff that felt self righteous :) and she is quiet honestly a coward for not straightening up her affairs from the beginning
Nahhhhhh!!! That is as messy as I saw it was and npw it's all unfolding and unfortunately coming into her like a tidal wave :v aaaa didi and leo! Why love... And Philia... Getcho ass together ya hurting everyone including yourself
Like???? No actual resolution just *SLAPS THAT FLEX TAPE ON* onto their barely standing broken of an absolute mess of relationship!!! LIKE LITERALLY SO ANTICLIMATIC!!! I was flabbergasted that even on the side pieces they never trully dig out and shapped their relationship properly!!! And they've been tiptoeing around ir the whole ass stuff just not to talk about it???? MC IS DUUUUUMB! his exes apparently were all scattered off by ML????? And imo it seems the author intended to make it more of a thriller/full onnn angsty psycho
/yandere manipulation stockholm relationship but gave up!!! And then tried to threw in some non sense fluff???? WTH??? ML is a creep and a weirdo! MC is dumb as a door although his character presentation seemed to present him as toight and barely competent IT WAS ALL FOR NAUGHT!!! Literally so dumb >:( badly executed romance with many plot gaps and flex tape relationship mending for a mess the authos pussisd out to create >:(((( feck this!!!! ML can have a mind break or even straight up say:" yep, I like my man like scrambled eggs, all messed up!" BUT NOOOOO just ignore all the CLEAR vibrant red flags and make it all boil down to:" oh, we both always loved each other and will never acknowledge or work on the problems we've had since MUCHHHHHH LONG TIME AGO and just literally love as a happy couple but without any sense for that to be happening" LAZY! Work them dialogs! Make them cry and grieve that both of them suck!!! MC is a pussy push over that is flappy and a sucker for sex but also was deeply hurt cause ML was very homophobic! (No it's not all se on woo's fault for telling twisted lies) bitch actually was a fucker and didn't talk nor faced MC JUST CAUSE???? LIKE WOW! HE GAY! But not with me!!! Sheesh!! I CAN NEVER CONFESS I LOVE HIM! But i will literally stalk and plot against his every relationship that is not with me in hopes we end up together! Easy! NO FUCKING HELL!!!! AND MC IS:" oh wow, my ex bff who gave me a very traumatic memory still lingers around me and torments me! Manipulates me and has dubious consensual sex when I am drunk! He misy hate me?( Tbh, fair, would make more sense if his feelings were more twisted like if I can't have him no one cans muahahah/ even though I love him I can't help but hurt him into loving me as well!) way better character reasons to do all the baclflips anx bs we had to go through for them to get together! And bro!!!! AKAAKKAKA BAD FRIEND GUY ALWAYS FEELING INFERIOR TO SEONWOO and tries to rape MC WOW!!!! But he too dumb to pull it through and ends up half revealing both seonwoo and ML are bastards( but the author regreted making ML twisted so they wrote bs in the past to justify kinda of what and why he did most of his shit! Still doesn't explain the other relationships he neddled with and without even being openly present on MC's Life!!!! Like he faked being religious???? He purposefully THREW COFFE! And bought funny underwear just to cock block MC?????????????????
A mess, a hot but very bad flopped mess. :(. Not even funny, just veey unfulfilling.... Feck
I like second couple. I love them ^^
I am slightly mad he only got down on his crush/friend and not on blondie.-.