I think Mashiro loved the 3 of them, but was always so caught up into rationalizing and understanding theirselves that they hurt those aroumd them.... The way this was made is really peculiar, and I like the art... It's such a weird feeling, not bad nor good, some regrets along the way, some happiness and sorrowfulness all the way, to each in their own way... Pain is beautiful somehow, it's growth and life. I don't trully know as well what I wanted to happen with Mashiro, Kureha or Sou... Even the senpai :( I, I just liked how it was kinda like nothingness and forgiving somehow, overcoming and literally rebirth/birth with pain and pleasure, with complexes and all. It's just soothing and uncomfortable at the same time. Like something that feels confusing and bad but also lures you in and astound you, mesmerize and gives you a wonder feeling
WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK FNSNSNSJDJF NO! JIN YU WAS >>>>> BETTER THAN THAT OTHER BITCH WHO WAS MC 1ST LOVE!!! HE LITERALLY DID A WHOLE ASS WORK BASED ON TORTURING MC!!!! JIN YU ALL THE WAY HE DIED FOR HIS LOVE AAAAAAAA SO PISSED!!!! I wouldn't be with the author even if it was my only scape of death. I'd write about Jin Yu being happy and rich and live openly gay and proud with true friends and hopefully a found family! Fuck off KJSJDJSNSKS THAT ENDING WAS NOT IT!
I feel sick reading this.^.