What? Like…. What???????
Both are weird??? She was an orphan girl who just worked while studying to support herself, then a randomly customers on where she worked gets interested in her, he’s a medical student in his final year… and he follows her .^.???? Since this is an oemga verse, on one of those stalking incidents, she goes onto heat…. He follows, doesn’t call for help, gets closer and entranced by her pheromones, bites himself back from binding her on a relationship via bite mark, she goes crazy into delirium from heat, forces him/sa/rape him. He loses it after she offers her neck, proceeds to bite the high school girl he stalked and that raped him. Both flee???? Later days he tries searching for her, she lost her memories, thinks she was raped( which depends on how to read the situation? She wasn’t in her right mind and assaulted him, he tried to resist but didn’t call for help or really tried to subdue the high school girl while he has a bigger stature than her… not blaming just saying that if he bit himself due to his focus on not wanting it, maybe scream? Idk, sa is terrible and not logical, most people will not be rational while dealing with such stressful situations… can’t blame him, but personally in my sa’s experience I also didn’t take into account what was happening and struggle to get out ofths situation [but I have the fact I was a child?] anwyays I get him but not at the same time… in this situation, had I been in his place, as a man, being able to idk knock her out or scram, or call, I would have tried my best to get out… maybe he also did, but unfortunately, and I don’t want to erase the male experience of being a victim, I think because he was enfatuated with her, he didn’t try to physically get her away from him?).
So, the girl and the man are traumatized and he never forgot but also didn’t try to gi to therapy and heal in a way that didn’t involve less contact either his aggressor, he actively tried to search his rapist…. (Again personally after I realized and spent time away from both my aggressors I fear even encountering either and unfortunately one is a family member who I will have the displeasure to see this Christmas,,,,). Then by chance after many years and being haunted by rumors the girl is now a woman and was pregnant after her rape(she did the aggression but was also traumatized and lost her memories thinking she was the one violated) she continued her pregnancy and now the child is 4, she works and tries her best to take care of her daughter.
Teh daughter had a fever and the day care got her to a hospital, there the child meets her biological sperm provider… or her father, whichever one will prefer to call this relationship… the egg provider or mother comes and recognizes him by his scent (cause this bs is omega verse…) she reacts in a ptsd way, very shocked and scared, gets her sick daughter home and is remembered of her lacking memories of the dreary encounter..
Gets sick, daughter gets out and goes to the hospital, gets the man, his supervisor IS TOLD something weird happened the day previous between the doctor and the patients mother, reflects that something must’ve happened and DOES NOTHING????
Guy gets there, is shocked, PROCEEDS TO BLACKMAIL HIS RAPIST TO BE TOGETHER?????? what.
The woman feels crazy but agrees in fear of losing the custody of her daughter to him, whom she assaulted (doesn’t remember and was also affected) and he who stalked her when she was “of legal age” but still a student and having a big age gap….
She agrees, but has MANY anxiety attacks! He feels guilty but wants to be by her side???? What.
They act civil in front of the daughter, he is really rude/threatening her whenever she acts anxious/not wanting contact in front of their daughter or whenever they are alone. No talks after basically months together about either one’s trauma???? What.
The woman feels trapped and decides to commit yet another criminal coerced sex/film it without his consent to prove she was raped and flee from the very mentally taxing situation. She uses her heat and pheromones yet again, now consciously. Being a very active sexual offender :) WHAT????
He does lie with her and she films it but notices that he feels coerced/forced albeit agreeing to go on? He also cries and she sees his attempts to not bite her, she gets confused and doubts her memories. Then they don't talk :) his father comes and offers money so she leaves his son alone, as he knows she was in heat ande one who assaulted his son, I WONDER THOUGH IF HE KNEW HIS SON WAS STALKING A HIGH SCHOOL GIRL! Whom later raped the man in question.-. What.
So she goes on with her plan even after hearing them talk about her assault on him, using the very criminal not consented sex tape of them both to flee with their daughter…. WHAT? and while she is on the run :) she goes back to where they lived, wherre he stalked her. She raped him, ah yes. He comes for her and they love happily ever after??????????????"??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
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I don't even know? I can't digest it? Nor can I put my mind onto it... Is it good? Is it bad? It's art for sure. What is the message? Was there even a meaning?
Not sure. I read it. I read it in less than an hour. I feel trapped in someone's fever dream. Maybe a nightmare? Depends onnthe persons psych... I just wish Kanon and Litch to be happy :,) same with all the maladjusted misguided boys... This is a very confusing brewery... I feel hints of power, love, obsession, guilt, complexes with age and self worth. All in all I really read it. I still have apathetic reaction to it, like a stiff lifeless statue? I just observed and felt a little, but nothing much more than that....
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! I HAVE CRIED, I HAVE LAUGHED! I LONG FOR THEIR SIMPLE AND HEALTHY HAPPINESS ITS LITERALLY 1:23 AM I HAVE STUFF TOMORROW AND ALREADY SKIPPED CLASSES TODAY!! AAAAAAA AND NOW I HAVE THIS SUDDEN RUSH TO JUST SELL MY SOUL IF I CAN JUST SEE THE REST OF THIS STORY???? HELP! THIS IS MORE THAN JUST LOVE! I ADORE THIS STORY thank you so much everyone who made it be possible to read and accompany our beautiful Abel ;^; our sad Karas and their loyal and funny friends who bet on their lives like it's a joke I LOVE YOU AUTHOR-NIM! THANKS FOR THE EDITORS AND PUBLISHER SITE!!!! THANK YOU TRANSLATORS
I barely read it properly, it just hurts. I have adhd and grew up undiagnosed... It hurts, it hurt so much when I was a teen and also felt helpless, I hurt myself and I also felt like everything was meaningless and so so so bleak... I remember days were I'd just be catatonic or numb, others when I'd cry my eyes out for no apparent reason... This reminds me of it all... I hate the adults who are so irresponsible and cold, they are disgusting. I understand them, but I feel they are loathsome as well, so powerless facing the woes of a child... They drink and blind themselves as they can't do shirt about it, they undecisively try to meddle in it, pushing and pushing the people around them for selfish reasons when they don't trully understand how or want to actually help. I hate this. It is too real. It is still too fresh of a wound... It festers and I feel like a dilascerated infected ail has been brought back...
1st one I barley skirmished through it :v cause it made me anfry and I was just wanting to see the smut KKKKKKKK
But now I read it all,,, and yes CARTER and Benny are 2 horrible cheating pos. No doubt. Aaron deserves better.
BUT! their chemistry is undeniable!!! And I believe albeit wrong, neither Benny or carter are monogamous,,,, they should be honest to themselves and STOP HURTING PEOPLE LIKE COLLATERAL DAMAGE TO THEM?!? Like wth,,, yall being homewrecks cause yall bored (reminded me of Ariana) BUT NAH, my boy Aaron did his best, took care of his husband and kept loyal throughout it all!!!! BENNY NEVER STOPPED BEING A HOE!!!! And MAN JUST TELL YER PARTNER YE AINT MONOGAMOUS???? The hell you gain by lying and hurting Aaron… literally so evil and selfish….
Carter is literally aromatic, a serial dater/cheater/manipulator narcissist a bish who doesn’t care about anything and anyone other than his own dick and boredom :v fuck carter, don’t be like him,,, like yes hoe around! Yes get with anyone yall want! BUT DONT LIE TO YALLS PARTNERS EVEN IF ITS A FLING OR A ONE NIGHT STAND!!!! Dont drag ppl to yer messy home wreck cheating:v
That was all, thanks for reading my hot take/ted talk.
I love sluty people and I support all relationships that are consented and healthy to all envolved