I LOIkE BIG PP's Things

I’m not sure if this is a universal experience - probably not because most people were adults when they used this site (or at least 16 and over). However I was NINE at the youngest when I started, so I posted some things that I regret to say the least. Plus I have a bunch of questions asking for “incest and shota manga recommendations” which is not something I’m into anymore luckily. I am just getting so embarrassed seeing my weird questions and me way over using the kaomojis. So, anyways, I wanted to know if anyone else said things they regret lol.

I've gotten so used to just reading really sexual yaoi one-shots and now whenever I read something with a cute sweet floofy plot, I just start......crying.Also, I get so attached to the characters to where when it ends, for like a whole month I'll just have some gaping hole in my heart. To be honest, it's taking the fun out of yaoi because I'm sad all the time. I REALLY want to get over this problem but idk how...