
This was the most fucked up yaoi manga I have ever read. I...I felt like I wasted my time. Throughout the story, my heart was wrenching and I wanted to cry and say to Kyunssoo, How can you cry so much, I wish I could just cry instead of you. I wanted to tell Kyunsoo, just leave this fucking bastard, why arent you leaving him?! Why?! I felt so frustrated like why didn't he try to leave him?! Just because he liked him doesn't mean that he will stay with. But I realized that wasn't so, he was bounded by the past of Yule did. He just couldn't leave...He was so freaking helpless. I thought what if he tried forgetting Yule, completely, but that wouldn't help it though because Yule is so obsessed with Kyungsoo. It could be because he learned some new emotions which he never encountered before. He couldn't accept the fact that HE was having this kind of feeling for someone. But his childhood freaking shit doesn't justify the horrible and cruel things he did. Honestly, If he got more support from his family, tried to improve. This shit wouldn't happen to them. But I don't think this guy cant be cured. At least, even though the brother also did it, at least he had those feelings that Kyungsoo was getting fucked up by Yule. BUt I also don't like that freaking piece of shit. The middle sister, it would have been better, if she tried solving this matter from the start. I hope he goes and rots in hell and never come back again. Even though this is a very fucked up story, I felt, I had some new emotions which I never got from any other mangas.
ok fuck that was a sudden surge of goosebumps I got!