beta
Basically the chapter where horsey gets drunk off one drink(?) and does some passionate gyrations with Dan. I was rereading some chapters and when that one came up I realized how much Dan just wants a big strong hunky boyfriend to protect him and fuck the shit out of him. I mean with that kind of trauma there’s clearly something wrong with him already but that chapter really highlights that Dan enjoys being close to a big hunky man regardless of the abuse because it’s his own dark twisted fantasy of protection and love.