I'm 22, turning 23 in October, and haven't had either a boyfriend, my first kiss nor sex yet. It's not something embarrassing. On one hand, I do want to fall in love. On the other hand, I think I'd be a real pain in the ass around my friends when I fall in love with someone… all the talk about the same guy they would have to listen to… *sighs* ......
My standards in men/women is pretty high now and plus nobody likes my personality
I am not even allowed to date, lol, losing my virginity is a big game. In my country, sex before marriage is not normalised so not many people lose their virginity before 23-24 of age. I am not that desperate tho, and I am young.
Let me list the reasons: 1. I'm 21 but look 14 2. I have an extreme case of bitch-face 3. I can't seem to be positive in life 4. Nothing on my body indicates I am a woman 5. I'm bi but never dated 6. I am really socially awkward 7. I don't trust people 8. When I get hit on, I tend to run away 9. My happiest moments in life is when I am alone.
Honestly, doesn't really appeal to me most days. I'm 24 and and haven't even had my first kiss. Sometimes it doesn't seem too bad to do sexual things but other days it makes me curl my lip in disgust. Probably asexual but haven't really explored that yet.
I have tried to loose my virginity with my previous 2 boyfriends. But each time the relationship ended, due to other reasons, before we had sex.(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 Plus I get horny quite often and know that I wold enjoy having sex. The problem is that I do not feel sexually attracted to anyone till I get to know them and then form a relationship. I ......
Aah!!!