i read this up until the point where kain cheated the first time, then stopped and went to the posted photos to see what i was getting myself into. saw that kain cheats AGAIN. i was left flabbergasted. speechless. cause the way i understood this, this was somehow shaping up to be a one-of-a-kind love story with bumps along the way but then the cheating happens so casually both times and both times kain's just... forgiven. i've really been trying to wrap my head around why this happened but the only conclusion i could come to is that kain was so used to sleeping with any man he could get because it was a form of empowerment and liberation in a society that hates gay people yada yada so that now this is supposed to be his struggle? to find his place in an actual, monogamous relationship? you're telling me he didn't think once about the kind of consequences it could have to sleep with the ex of his current partner before or while he was doing it? idk dude. make this insufferable man have SOME awareness please, my god...
this is garbage, actually. the contrast between them (size difference, personalities) is chefs kiss, the art is chefs kiss, but it was made wholly unenjoyable by the assault and rape
the rape scene was so fucking unnecessary, it ruined any potential this ever had. like.. he was enough of an asshole without the rape so he couldâve redeemed himself with that memory loss starting over business
iâll keep my bookmark on the other version but thanks i guess lmaooo
the random german speech bubble in ch 3 jumpscared me
âwhat do i do to get out of this situation?â well i guess normally youâd say âno, i donât want to have sexâ and that would be it, youâd go your marry way unharmed⌠too bad you ended up in this dumb comic where instead you got kissed, fingered, and almost penetrated by a cock against your will just to push the plot forward
this was good, generally speaking. i liked the serious-unseriousness of it. i liked the theme of going from friends to lovers and showing how scary it can be. what i didn't like was the - yet again - unnecessary sexual assault plot catalyst. stop making your characters do stupid ass harmful shit when they're drunk, it's not cool. at least make them apologize PROPERLY afterwards ffs. also... the fact eito deduced from being pulled into kou's lap that he's the bottom??? literally how
not the âlets go somewhere private fade to black suddenly wakes up while being fuckedâ nonsense. even if itâs not explicitly shown, itâs still giving rape in big bold red letters lol. not disappointed about this being a drop tho. nothing of substance other than smut here anyways
broke into his house and literally full on assaulted him while he was unconscious but yeah sure letâs play it off!!
how to ruin your okay-ish plot in a single chapter: good night, baby
âthatâs weird, youâre already hardâ dude iâm gonna throw up
lost my patience so i went looking for the raws. according to baka updates this is complete (1 vol), though i'll be honest the ending is both satisfactory (good conclusion of the story) and a little disappointing (no kissies, only hugs T_T)
me: this shit is consensual! good for us!
mc: wants to frame the consensual sex in a way that makes it seem like rape
me:
i like the concept with the implant and the electrocution but that cake is such a pushy nuisance like, back the fuck off bitch
finally a top who uses his goddamn brain lmfao. âwe need to discuss this properlyâ might just be the most sensible thing iâve seen come outta a bl topâs speech bubble
not gonna stick around to see what happens after ch 32, jay is one fucking unbearable excuse for a male lead. i wanted to give this a chance so bad because of the interesting plot and dynamic that i even turned a blind eye to all the unwarranted kissing and whatnotâclenching my fists, gritting my teeth and allâand then jay the stinky little rat just had to go and fuck it all up even more waste of my time but thatâs on me, i could smell that rat from miles away yet i kept reading as if i seriously thought he wouldnât deadass sexually assault his love interest and then almost rape him too
