
Funny thing is I did enjoy this in the beginning when there was weight on their characters. It was interesting when their dynamic relied on more pressing issues. Now they're just a slapstick trio. Can't take anything they do or say, seriously.
Guess what I have hopes for now is a threesome. Or someone getting cucked.

Lolol just caught up to recent chapters. And wow. Cho-ah sounds like he's trying so hard to brainwash himself into believing he loves Mujin. Every other thought dialogue is him gaslighting himself saying he loves Mujin all the while pushing away self doubt thoughts. He want his ex so bad he had to guilt trip himself. Sounds to me he pities and views Mujin as a vulnerable person, so as a physician whose job is to help those in need, his little heart just cant abandoned Mujin for his ex, whom he longs for. This is so sad.
i mean, he couldn't even get in the mood for sex and had to take a double dose of drug to help. AND even thought about the ex while getting pounded. y'all are just playing house at this point!
Cant wait for him to get all his memories back so we can dissect his "deep love" for Mujin. Author ain't slick, bring back the memories. All this lovey-dovey gaslighting filler ain't doing shit.
No doubt Cho-ah will not abandon Mujin this time around, right? Wink wink, even though he literally jumped off a cliff just to get away last time. And think about it. That's for finding out Mujin sliced his colleagues. Present Cho-ah learning both that past AND that Mujin also sliced his father. Wooooeeee! I'm excited to see him proclaim his love for Mujin! Cant wait!
No but honestly my thoughts remain about Cho-ah ending up with the ex. He should've picked the ex. Y'all are literally perfect for each other. No point in Mujin being endgame if it's the result of gaslighting himself. Makes it to hard to witness him believe his love is genuine. Dude's delusional. And the saddest part, despite my sarcastic bouts earlier, is that the right choice is to pick the ex, and even if he did pick the ex, Mujin is the actual problem.
You know what. they're both just very problematic. In their own ways and they're worst for it together. They need to be separated like yesterday before I started reading this. Cho-ah claims it's too late for the ex. That he loves Mujin. That there are imperfections but they're working on it together. Uhm sweetie, y'all ain't working on shit, y'all stay struggling.

I'm sorry, to realize your lover has been raped and not do anything about it? Even if the rapist was someone you know (and perhaps cared for) from your past. What. I mean this story is all kinds of fucked up (in terms of sprinkling a little rape here and there), dont get me wrong I'm not trying to play morality when everything is already beyond help, but seriously? You claim bottom is your light, your freedom, you're so obsessed dont want anyone to even lay their eyes on him but you do jackshit knowing what happened to him? That's hypocritical. You a damn liar. The least was confront and comfort him. But he didn't even do that. Just let the bottom bottle up all the nasty.
Bottom should remain single. None of these motherfuckers deserve his sympathy.
Update. Well well well, what do you know. Bottom's ex that abandoned him actually did it to protect him so he wouldnt end up whoring himself to nobles while working as a physician at the Capital. The ex sacrificed himself for bottom. I change my mind. If bottom should eventually end up with someone, be back with the ex.

The son's reaction when he found out they were having an affair is so saddening. 1. Because he blamed the bottom. 2. Because he ran away.
I can see how he would feel like his reality crumbled but you really just up and left, all the while blaming the one you claim to love knowing full well since young who he is and his position in the household. Just like the son has no power to do anything, the bottom has even less than that.
I honestly kind of dont want this to turn into a sappy love story or anything. The story is already developed past the point of happiness. I dont want the son or the dad to lay their grummy hands on him any longer.
I just want bottom to quickly fuck outa that household by any means (maybe arson? Make sure the dad is still in bed when he does this.) and be free.
Otherwise, just keep the story fucked up forever? Idk. Cuz at this point the ends cant justify the means, ya know? Will I truly be able to feel happy for the bottom if he ends up with either of them? After all this fucked up stuff. I dont think so.
Surprise me, I guess. But I do feel 100% like shit everytime I think about this story.
Isnt it beautiful when the community comes together to humble an entitled asshat? Brings tears to my eye holes.