
I'm having an epiphany. Even after all these guys went through, they're still stuck at the "insecure, no trust" stage in a relationship. It feels like they try to fix so much but constantly it's just back to square one. After they resolve a misunderstanding, you'd think it's good. But then the same issue just comes up again. They just take turns having insecurities. There's no trust between these guys, zero.
I'm reading this story and I'm at a loss of words how two characters can love each other so much but constantly have to reassure each other about their love (in a way that implies they have to reassure or else the relationship ends). It's so weird. Isn't it supposed to get to a point where you just know by heart and don't have to feel this way anymore? Even in this recent update Ash has to be told about the proposal, and Lyle has to be assured Ash is his. Doesn't it ever get exhausting being this untrusting of each other?
Makes you wonder about all the misunderstandings they're gonna have after marriage. It's gonna be chaos. I think they already discussed about having no kids but I'm 10000000% sure it's gonna come up again once they're married. Even if we dont get chapters for it, I just know it is canon misunderstanding. Lyle is gonna see a happy couple and feel insecure. Ash is gonna distrust that Lyle still loves him. They're gonna have the same issue again. I just know it.
for a second there i thought they were gonna be in a compromising situation as the video connects ( ̄∇ ̄")