
I can relate to the first part of the bath scene... I remember the feeling of void in the chest and the fingers running on the skin and the scars trying to feel something, anything... it's been years and I got better eventually but whenever void or anger come I return to this bad habit, even though I know it won't solve anything. If you're experiencing this kind of feelings I want you to know that it's not the end, you can overcome this with support. Trust me, in the future you can even laugh about those scars. Of course there will be times when you'll look at them and be disgusted of yourself, you'll call yourself stupid for ruining your body. But don't be ok?! Look at them as a start, a checkpoint to do better.
Take a deep breath, hold it in and then exhale. It will be fine.

I cried reading your comment. Thank you for sharing this. I struggle with depression and severe anxiety but never got to the point where I did this, but sometimes I truly think about it. Deep in my heart I know everything will be fine, I lost a family member because of this. We all have to keep going and we are all together, no matter how lonely we feel. Again, thank you for sharing <3 You are really brave.

We all know he's not a saint but Kyujin has always been playing with his feelings...
Come on, the fact that you're confused and don't know what real love is doesn't give you the right to take advantage of other people's emotions.
I'm glad Doyeol tried to make his own life even if I still feel like this marriage is forced by his past.
And I'm not able to appreciate the relationship with Jimin, that guys gives off a weird vibe....

This chapter had a slow but constant flow... The author managed to let us feel the outside without drawing it, their conversation happened while the rest of the world was silent and in fact there is no rumor in this chapter. I feel relaxed I was able to enjoy every single moment in this story.
GOOD JOB AUTHOR!
Thank you so much for uploading the new chapter!!!! This is one of my fav! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ