
I have a love/hate relationship with the hair changing on the characters. I know that the hair changing symbolizes that the character has changed internally, but it always throws me off. Like when the red tips (which he said symbolizes hope to him) are cut off, I know it shows that he is taking things into his own hands as a rebel, but it still confused me for a sec, I didn't realize it was him. If we at least had a scene showing him doing it or something. And the ML too with his hair changing.

I see myself in the MC family dynamic, which really hurts too.... But I need MOAR PLEASE! TT^TT and can I get a Millaion too please Main difference between me and the MC (other than the terminally ill part), is that instead of art, I lost my passion for anything and just distract myself with stories like these.... And I am poor, older than MC, and had a cheater for 13 years instead of a Millaion. Which means I was neglected even after I had left the house, and 2000kms away from all I had known, just to be isolated. .... Sorry for the rant, but I have the feels and this is my only outlet. I don't even have my computer rn, I only have my phone to read on.

I completely understand you. I too can relate to the MC and see myself in this family dynamic where I was neglected while my sibling got all the attention. Unfortunately I never got the courage to leave home and still stuck here while I keep myself entertain by reading stories on here. I'm not financially stable to leave and my health isnt very good either. All I can do is pray things will improve and hold on to the tiniest hope I have. There are days where my mind is in complete darkness where I wish things would be better if I'm gone for good. But I guess my faith is keeping me on my toes and I'm still hanging by a thread. These days my morale is improving and I'm trying to create small goals for myself. I made it to another year and im proud of myself I survived another year. I hope you can hang in there too my friend.

Omg thank you for your reply and kind words!! It makes me happy to know that my msg helped a bit when I read your msg I rly wanted to leave you a reply bcuz I could relate a lot. I wish you too tons of abundance and happiness possible. May our lives get better and brighter! If you ever need to talk one day I'm always here *virtually* available haha

That I actually reread, and idk how many times now.... But I also just found and read another one that is kinda similar, so I had to come and tell people here, if you like this, you might want to go to 'Love Me, Eat Me' .... Also, if anyone knows any other that are similar, please tell me.
(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ I will love you forever if you do
For anyone wondering, from the start until 34 is fine, and then you have to look for 35 further up, then you can just keep reading without worry (as of chap 99)