I think Yohan just wants to be killed By hayan an no one else because he feels guilty, or he’s just a completely ungrateful psycho bastard. But I’d like to believe the first option
Me too I took a look at the raws and he had a sad kind of expression while he left hayan who he easily could have killed with her parents but didn't.I also think he wants redemption by being killed by hayan but it's really stupid nevertheless considering how much destruction he has done. he's not even working under anyone.and he could have just left hayan alive that time so he could kill her when she becomes an adult.
O’Hara should’ve had some fucking respect idgaf if it’s your weeding it’s also Jeremy’s and what she did was uncalled for!
Idk if this was addressed in the manhwa yet so just in case
SPOILER
One of the things that led up to this was rumors of Shuli and Jeremy actually being lovers (which was complete bullshit btw) , when those mf rumors started O'hara's family practically ingrained it into her head that she has to get rid of Shuli. O'hara only wanted to kick her out but wierd yandere priest guy and other mfs decided they should just kill Shuli off.
AAAUUUAAAAA YYYESSS oMG ASHERRR your sooo FINEEE