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The misunderstandings are killing me. But like if I were him, I'd also feel bad about my bf spending so much time with the guy he used to love, even worse if that guy reciprocates his feelings. This thing is really an emotional rollercoaster lmao but sorry, I love suffering from the drama
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The seme hasn't said that he was in love with the blonde guy, but it's pretty much obvious. For what I could understand, he doesn't feel like that anymore but the other guy does, I understood this from the scene where the uke said that the blonde guy's voice while talking to him after he found out they were together was filled with hostility, something like that. So in summary, the blonde guy likes the seme and the seme was in love with him before getting together with the uke, idk if there's any remaining feelings tho (it kinda seems like there is). Oh and the seme and the blonde guy are childhood friends, so I'm guessing he's the seme's first love but he's never talked to him about what his feelings are, so he doesn't know. I'm bad at explaining, sorry :')
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Well, and this weird relationship between the blonde guy and the seme is making the uke feel anxious, he thinks the seme doesn't love him and that he used him only to see how the blonde guy would react to him being with another man. Truth is everything is so fucked up lmao they don't communicate properly and assume things way too fast
If I was Ah Yan, I'd just leave fr. I love Ah Li but he's always thinking about everybody else, doing whatever everybody else wants, except for Ah Yan. He's already been gone once and now he didn't even want to tell him about the whole sacrificing himself thing. How can he even think about hurting his partner like that?
i cant but to agree with you but the thing is I want them together
Me too but he's no treating him the way he deserves, he waited years for him to finally come back and is always doing everything he can to protect and love him, so it makes me so sad that he's not receiving the same he's giving.