
The end was a little bit rushed but I like the outcome! I mean he was a jerk who just used him and then realized he likes him but want to crush him!? Seriously whats wrong with him!!! And the main character had to even think it over who he should chose!? THE WHITE HAIRED DUDE IS SO FUCKING CUTE!!! I WOULD TAKE HIM! ( not because he is super hot too that's just a bonus) ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

The Story is so good beacuse in every yaoi Manga i read the seme manipulate the uke and the uke Just give in!!! (why are they stupid or somthing!?) and now there is a Story where the uke is doing somthing agains it even when you have to stab you With a knife!!! I like this Red haired guy so fucking Hard!!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

First of all Jan is just unsure of love because he never had somebody who would love him this much! And this fucking "friend" of Jan is just manipulating him! Why is nobody seeing this but Jan is a naive kid he think this asshole is his friend but he is just toying with him and is jealous of Jamil so he want both of them to break up AND he knows that Jan is easily frightened to hurt the person he Loves! And so he knew That Jan thinks he doesn't LOVES him and would hurt him somehow!!! (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸

Maybe that is true. But it's also true, that he wasn't worried. He was more like *he left me*. and Jamil is also right. He didn't care about his thoughts in this situation. Blue hair boy is selfish. But so is the manipulative friend and also Hugo Jamil. Don't forget he still lies about the cat thingy. Doesn't it make that story so much more interesting? Like in Attack on Titan and Game of thrones, there is no truly bad and no truly good person.

Yes I also thought this, maybe his friend didn’t need to say it that way, but Jan didn’t care at all about Jamil, he didn’t once say he hoped he was okay or worry that something happened to him, he just worried about himself and Jamil leaving him alone. If my partner just suddenly went missing for for a week I would be fucking worrying about their safety... but also clearly Jan has some past trauma about being alone..
I doubt someone celebrates the end if this masterpiece! it's more like a funeral ╥﹏╥