[[[Edits at the very end, I may be 15 or 16 when I wrote all this so its a bit... Ouch]]]]
You know what, back when I was new to this site and yaoi, I came upon Game Over. For me who doesn't really care about other people at that time, the last story was the absolute best along with 14 sai no koi. All I paid attention to was the world inside the author's mind and how well she wrote both stories in a way that is appealing to my young mind.
However, as I started my journey deeper into this Mangago Jungle. I started commenting and reading comments, I think it was a year after finding this site. And know what I loved it at first but as time goes, you'll never fail yo fin those toxic comments aimed at the manga or sometimes aimed at you... I regretted (kinda) starting to read comments.
I was happy reading by myself, getting immersed by myself in the story, and contemplating by myself. It was a happy self moment that I can escape from reality for a while and read these FICTION stories.
But after that, every time I read these types of manga, even now when rereading this I can't help but have that state of mind---" ooohhh people will hate this. " and have undecisive emotions too.
I just regret finding those toxic commenting people and them affecting my quality reading time... You know it's your time to finally escape from the world and join the manga but instead, they ruin it for you because of their hypocrite minds. Why? Does that bring any happiness to them I wonder? Real-life is hard enough as it is and now they follow here...
It's so frustrating. This is the second time I've commented like this... I hope people will stop being toxic and just don't spoil others' time.... Because duhh, of course they will find those kinds of things here. Like, THIS IS NOT THE SITE FOR YOU, GET THE HELL OUT!
Edit: haha its 2021
I realized how naive I was about rape and pedophilia, I now understand why people are very against it and have been strictly against it. However, blabbering about it here and targetting the author? I think its enough to spread awareness. Through those comments, I was enlightened and never take these two words lightly now. Though i still stand by my past words, DONT BE TOXIC, IF YOU DONT LIKE, GET THE HELL OUT. hahhaha
Edit: it's August of 2024
I'm 22 years old now. How young ang ignorant I was back then. My views have changed. Reflecting back on it, I think I was very resistant to the fact that I felt very uncomfortable and angry towards comments that say their displeasure towards the manga. Now, I encourage them (well, as long as they are respectful and not aggressive towards anyone, author or reader). Spreading awareness to minors (who's curiosity can't be quenched) is very important in this day and age as being a kid is hard in this generation. Reading can be a form of "grooming", that's why enforcing a reality check is important once in while. Stay safe while reading you guys<3
Everybody is just confused or ranting in the comments