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Now that I've thought of this question I cant get it out of my head.

What is the name of the cute rice-ball-like mangago mascot?? Does it have a story? I asked the mangago account but idk if anyone will answer it.

Assuming it doesn't have a name, what should we call it?

Idk why but every time I review a manga I make sure “my eyes only” ISNT check marked but it keeps showing up as that after I click submit.
I’ve tried deleting and redoing it, checking and unchecking “share with timeline” (it doesn’t and my activity settings are “show in activity”), checking and unchecking the “subscribe to updates”, tried checking “want to read” “currently reading” and “already read”, I’ve even tried using mobile and computer versions, and nothing works. It’s done that for the last 10 manga I’ve read now -.- help meeeeeee

What if there was an omegaverse plot where there’s this company right? And instead of arranging omega x alpha marriage or sex service or anything, they provide a service to omegas for alpha to, anonymously and without sex involved, bite an omega’s nape for those who struggle with their heats/ can’t (or don’t want to) find an alpha/ want to hide their omega status/ already have an omega or beta parter/ etc... (they’d just get repeat appointments for when the bite faded, usually with the same anon)

So in this yaoi there could be a lot of different pairings involving this service. There could be the case where, while an omega starts going into a heat which no longer affects other alphas, can affect the one who provided the service (kind of like a fated pair but it makes more sense). This can either serve as a plot device to get them together, or it could be really awkward given whatever their relationship is/ how they may know each other/ or it could be something to make their partner jealous... It could also be seen as “scandalous” if their families/ friends find out because its seen as unconventional/ weird/ shady/ “pathetic” or ppl could just be lying, like “I totally already have this cool alpha bf mom, don’t worry” type of thing.

Oh also, the company foreseeing that they might come across each other has them sign an NDA not to disclose to anyone else that they have anything to do with the company or that the other person is involved with it. So in that instance, even if they wanted to explain to anyone “on to them”, they can’t because the other person may want to keep their involvement with the company a secret. So they either have to try to flat out ignore each other, pretend to be together if the third party is pushy or find a way to leave the situation/ place (maybe together haha).

Of course there could also be the company’s founders involved, like the president could either be the humanitarian type who wants to help omegas or he could just get off on leaving his mark on people and found a way to make money out of it idk. Also there could just be the rare alpha who isn’t the greatest of the great and could use the money it pays.

Anyway, now that’s out there. Any thoughts on this/ plot ideas? Also someone please tell me if some kind of manga like this already exists

*warning: long rant/ vent*
I’ve never once been in a relationship (or “talking”), never even kissed anyone and I can easily see myself at 30 in the same shoes unless I somehow change my personality. I’ve always had a high guard against people and been shy/quiet, especially around people I’ve found attractive or out of my league. At the end of the day it’s probably a self confidence issue and I’ve tried putting myself out there but that usually leads to me climbing deeper into my shell than I was before trying. I’m genuinely concerned about this because I do actually want a relationship, even a casual one that might not go anywhere- while I’m still young. I know I sound dramatic but I think being like this at my age isn’t exactly normal and my family especially has been pointing that out which might be why it’s at the front of my mind... I just don’t know, I’m tired of being alone but at the same time I don’t want to meet up with someone on some dating site and I don’t get out much because money and even transportation is an issue, I can’t even afford my own place right now and live with my parents. I should probably wait until my situation improves a bit but even then I don’t know if I’ll be able to do anything if I find someone I like. Also everyone I know my age is experienced in these things and Im scared that I’ll get rejected off the bat for being a bad kisser or wanting to take things slowly since everyone I know my age is having sex or has been in relationships and know how to act... I’ve even been rejected a couple of times indirectly without me ever saying anything because I guess I made it obvious I liked them without meaning to... I just find crushes to be scary or stressful and I block myself off from them but I don’t want to do that anymore. I want to make myself dateable.... or something? I feel like I should also point out I’m just average looking with what I believe to be a semi-normal personality, meaning I don’t see any major issues that would explain why I’m in this situation other than confidence and maybe coming off as distant or cold sometimes (I also have the fantastic skill of making things awkward)... I am biased but for now let’s go with the assumption my general personality isn’t complete shit and hear any possible solutions you guys can think of that would help me annnnd go~!