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This is coming from someone who likes to read rape troupes/mind break/psychological because it kinda intrigues me.Trust me I've even read Harada sensei's works. But never have I ever felt so sick to my stomach like I've felt after reading this one. I couldn't move past Yul making his friends to rape Kyungsoo. That did it for me. I've seen so many shitty semes, abusive ones who beat up uke, fuckboy semes, rapey ones, so many but I've never read one where the seme asks their friends to rape their loved one. Man that's like the lowest of a human. Everytime the uke remembered how he was held down and raped when the seme just watched him cry and beg! Man I swear I felt sick.
I still can't believe how anyone can even believe that the seme could redeem himself. That is a madman. The author should've just killed him and his lackeys. God my brain's fried. But I kinda get why this particular story made me feel sick. Often in any manga I've read the gangrape is often by strangers so I guess it didn't affect me that much but knowing that someone who claims to love you would ask his friends to rape you is kinda hard to digest. Like the hurt is ten fold when you are betrayed by someone you love. You can never really get over it, can you?
Calm down my little heart..this is too bad for my health!! ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
Ikr I m gonna die because of heart attack
*good for health hahaha xD
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