Hugging someone and being able to let your gaurd down sounds so nice.
I hate this sooo much. I associate so much with the uke. Like I know it might not be possible but I just want the seme and uke to be together happy. I have never connected with a characters trauma so much I feel like i need assurance that you can end up ok after everything idk whatever
Seems like the author might need to hit you with a little bit of reality, i feel sorry for you though. I hope you're okay man.
The story was already stalling and not going anywhere before but honestly the "he is suffering more" quote is what crosses the line for me. Like I can't even tell what his thought process is. At this point why is he there. It isn't really stockholm syndrome or any other trope. I feel like the ml is emotionless to everything. There are no repercussions to anything that is happening ever and nothing matters. Also the things the author adds to "add character" to the seme just seem forced and cringe.