Someone said this and I agree with how messed up this was. And the whole showing rape scene, cmon, can’t they just imply it? I also want smut but not rape smut between random with MC.
“the argument, making up, and kissing of the second couple is kind of obscene when placed juxtaposed by the gang-rape of yoosung. im beginning to hate this twisted fuck of an author.”
Err, who was that gallery man? I don’t know, the way that old man put his hand on power bottom’s neck seemed a bit too erotic, just me?
Any raws link?
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Thank you for the raws link!! And lol no worries Yurika
I’m the only one that loves MC. Cause how the fuck are we defending the rapist and the one that drugged MC to the point he almost lost his life (iirc).
They’re both toxic, but let’s not act as if that other guy is any better. He’s too persistent and pushy, it’s annoying. And then raped again because he was jealous, dude have some self control.
I think what got me the most was ML being accusing towards MC and if he was the reason that the coworker blondie got hospitalised. Does anyone remember if he was being serious or just trying to test MC?
ML wasnt accusing. He was feeling guilty and sincerely wanted to know the answer to see if it really was his own fault. In the end he decided he dont care if MC did it or not thus feeling guilty was useless.
Oh yeahh, I remember something like him not really worrying if it MC that did it or not.
And what do you mean by ‘to see if it really was his own fault’? His own as in ML’s own?
Yeah. He was blaming himself bc he thinks the dude in coma lost his job in the first place bc of his drug scandal(they were in the same company before) he pitied him and got him the role when they were reshooting the movie and that's when the accident happend. Plus he realized he didnt cared if mc did it or not even if it meant his friend dying. So he feels responsible.
live laugh love MC
That makes sense, thanks for the clarification! I don’t feel as pissed at him anymore for that part lol.
Did they ever communicate this though? Like did he mention that he didn’t mean to accuse, etc?
Agreed 100%
I also wanna clarify that ML isnt a rapist. The first time they had sex he too was high as a kite. And the part where he threatens that he will force himself on MC is yeah icky but MC has the power to kick his ass at any time possible but he doesnt bc he also fucking like that toxic shit ╮(￣▽￣)╭ Both of them are horrible people who are obsessed with each other lol and that's why it is so good. Have a nice day <33
Yeah after he asked "did you do it?" Mc says "will you even trust me if i say the truth?" And he says yes. Whatever you say i will accept as the truth. I trust you. They spent some time apart bc mc takes care of his friend in coma due to his guilt. After coming to realization also he TELLS mc that he doesnt even care if he did it or not. Mc still feels bad bc ml doubted him but mc is literally skeptic to the point of illness. He doubts everyone. Bros live like married couples, literally pays nothing when spending time with the ml and dude wonders if ml is still trying to use him (●'◡'●)ﾉ
I mean just because one may have power to kick back doesn’t mean SA did not happen. I just think ML is worse because he kept being insistent with someone who clearly didn’t want to associate with him anymore, being very pushy, and he did rape in side story, I don’t remember too much but ML got jealous and took him to the bed, MC did not consent beforehand.
About everything he did is icky and just nasty. Of course, MC isn’t so much better and has his nasty moments that I don’t appreciate one bit. I agree that both are toxic, and I’m pretty sure both have SA’ed one another—just that ML definitely did rape but if you want, you can check side story to make sure.
I’m reading too many BLs and novel nowadays to remember properly, too lazy to check… lmao.
And thanks for the nice day, needed it. I hope I have one tomorrow.
Ohh, thank you so much by the way. So basically ML is a total simp willing to look past whatever he did, lmao. I wrote my recent other reply before seeing this, I can safely say I kinda see ML in a new light.
Also don’t get me wrong!! I only mentioned the rape part because some were acting like MC was the only one that did it(??) and treating ML like a saint.
Other than the acknowledgment that both have SA’ed, I truly don’t give a damn especially since SA is in about majority of BLs…not worth complaining about at times, nothing I can do.
Isn’t MC rich? And ML too?
Mc is rich rich. Super duper "i can fund your fun little hobby movie all by myself and you can burn it to the ground if you are angry at me and i wouldnt care" kind of rich. Ml was poor up until the movie was a success due to his drug scandal he had to take loan from loansharks etc. Mc is used to whoever around him is using him. So he gets angry at ml when he realizes he spends nothing when they spend time together even when ml was poor.
Oh, i also think the scene you talk about in the sidestories is dubious consent at best. Cause ml was angry and jealous. Mc was going to stop him but actively chosed not to when ml said "i love you jaehan". And when it ended he hit him and warned him that if he ever does this again there will be consequences and he let this happen as a one time thing. That's why i think it's dub consent anyway but i see now that it can be interpreted as AS too. Thanks! (づ￣ ³￣)づ im obsessed with this story sorry for ranting too long ╥﹏╥
also the author never confirmed if MC did plan it or not right? i read this a long long time ago so i dont remember
I didnt read the novel but in manwha after ml asks if he did it and mc leaves he thoughts to himself that it is very painful to be doubted by a person you love. So, no. I dont think he did it. But im not so sure either since i didnt read the novel..
Oh then I'll believe that he didn't just like MC said believe what i want to believe LMAO
“Some other time.” Excuse me? No, tell them no more and that it’s up to you.
I really don’t think they’re compatible. This whole time, it’s just been MC chasing after him and it disgusts me that he gave such beautiful love to that ML who won’t cherish it or prioritize it.
I get the internalised homophobia but even more of a good reason to not be with the ML.
Will there be volume 3?
Can I get spoilers please? Someone said there’s days of rape by Woo to Seo. I don’t want raws link, but I’d just like to know anything about that.
Just saw ch 78, I just found this in comment section imgur link: I see Seoan waking up in morning and then Woo pulls him in again, and fucks, Seo wraps his arms around his neck so this isn’t black or white in that scene.
Was that ch 78 scene after the days of rape?
I honestly feel like they’re both enabling this SA by letting it slide or/and just evading the problem. It’s a sad turn that author resorted to woo going for rape because knowing his character, it feels out of character or is that just me??
I’m actually disappointed.
i saw the chapters and its more like hes traumatised still by the accident and js pounces on seo but he ends up saying that its okay hes fine he can do whatever he wants amd they js do it
not sure if its rape i mean maybe seo wants to help him and is fine with it? its complicated cuz what their doin is bad woo ahouldnt pounce on him and take out his traumatised emotions on him like that and seo shouldnt js lwt him do anyting but and they same time woo obv doesnt wanna talk abt it
i HATE that sa rape and these typa things had to get involved ive been reading it for so long it was so comforting and it all went down when sex started in s2 or 3 it was so good before omg
I personality feel like they’re both enabling the SA. It’s hard for me to wrong just one of them. It is very dubious consent type, also based on ch 78 when Seo wrapped his arms around Woo’s neck.
I am actually disappointed. When the rape happened in Swallow Me Whole, I kinda expected that because of the cover and vibe of the story. But here, I didn’t expect it as much. And for the author to just gloss it over eh..
You know what, let it happen. I just want it over with. I read the novel mostly, I’m just woooo
Exposure therapy it is, well more like shock value for me
I heard that the main story and canon ended chapter 16, all the side stories are basically AU and because author was told by readers to continue. But author doesn’t consider side stories as canon(?). Pieces of shit MLs in other stories get a happy ending, Luan can as well after groveling.
I kinda understand why Luan is holding onto the past. I’m pretty damn sure that Clauden was the first to lift his spirits while his family pressured him at a young age where he should’ve been having fun.
He found fun and happiness through the ‘boy’ that he spent time with almost every day, but not ‘Clauden’. Things have changed and Luan is still holding onto the past because he had yet to know who the ‘boy’ was.
I think this would’ve been a perfect story if the author emphasizes the groveling, the communication, and giving Luan character development instead of furthering with the whole ‘I order you to do—‘, but it makes sense because nobles tend to do this.
Honestly, I feel like this wouldn’t have happened if Hedric had told Luan about Clauden before Clauden went by himself to see Luan.
What do you mean confession only happened in CH 81. EXCUSEE ME.
I have questions:
1. Is there Smut?
2. What is the relationship of MC and ML before the confess in ch 81? Were they sex buddies or just friends?
3. Is there plot and developed story or 50:50?
4. Any love triangle?
5. How romance focused is this?
6. Anything else I should know.
1. Yes
2. No
3. Idk what you’re asking
4. No
5. Like all full romance with gameplay ig
6. U should read it
theres smut? did i miss smth
Who do I believe
1-no
2- theyre neighbors, they went from sort of enemies to sort of friends and now ig theyll date
3- yep a ton of plot
4-no
5- not exactly romance focused id say its more plot focused esp in the beginning but now that we got a kiss itll shift more to romance id say
6- you will fall for jigu (ml)
its slow burn but the slowburn is slowburning
there are a lot of filler chapters that dont give you much in terms of their relationship and you may get bored but i recommend you continue reading cause this story is the goat
i dont even know man, maybe our definitions of smut are different
(idt theyve even hugged before lmfao)
idk what the other person is talking about (must of read it) but there is going to be smut scenes. So far we have a dream sequence where we see like lightsabers and to me thats smut. But they’re going to go to pound town eventually! Hope this helps
**^ must of not read it
yeah see, like i said we have different definitions of smut
it doesnt really count as smut since it was only a dream and nothing happened irl
they also didnt do anything in the dream so yeah
doesnt matter you should still read it either way
Ohh okay thank you to both lmao! And yeah, I mean them pounding for real type of smut.
There will be actual sex going off of the novel, we're just not there right now lol
I think the confusion also comes from people who have read the novel vs people who haven't. There will be actual smut but there isn't actual smut yet
Um, why was blondie blushing at MC? I heard they’re cousins but cmooon I’m so lost, you lost me at cousins.
they dgaf they're Victorians cousins are out of the question it's only a problem if they're genuinely siblings out from the same uterus then
I mean yeah I should’ve thought that. Back then, cousins was the least of worries. So does Blondie actually like our boy or no
That's what I'm a lil conflicted about, imo I just think he could love anyone that loves him, but their love has to be completely centered around him. He's pretty desperate for love isn't he
Won’t lie, I forgot whatt happened. I swear I remember blondie having some affair with June(?). Why did they? And what’s their relationship status with each other now?
And oh, that makes sense. I honestly don’t see blondie prioritising love itself if he’s not in it. Just read ch 47, not sure how to feel…my boy got slapped
yeah June and Cameron(blond guy) sort of hooked up June loved him cameron did too but only because he thought she risked everything to be with him and insinuated the whole scheme (pascal going down by getting framed for infedility) but Edgar was the one pulling the strings June went with the misunderstanding. But then Pascal and Cameron met (ps:Pascal is Vitorias fiance, Cameron's sister) and pascal told him it was Edgar so Cameron ditched June and went tgt with Edgar. I personally think if Edgar wasn't the "cousin" Cameron has been in love with his whole life he wouldn't have got with Edgar although Edgar does piqued his interest. The devil implications for Cameron also does seem interesting I went on tiktok to see some edits but I got spoiled instead and yeah I don't think it could end any other way
Would you say Blondie is like a narcissist or not at all? I re read the summary and almost forgot June and Edgar were together once lmao.
Honestly this story is very interesting, I’ll be rereading soon. I appreciate you taking the time to respond back.
Also what do you mean by if Edgar wasn’t his cousin, Blondie wouldn’t have pursued him?
Feel free to share any thoughts/spoiler I don’t mind. I’m kind of those that enjoys spoilers or theories before reading or during.
Ok so basically the cousin position was the person Cameron has been in love with the whole time. He's been sending letters to this person although no one really gets the letter, the green figure following Cameron the whole time is supposedly the person he's in love with. Cameron has no idea who that person is but he's in love with them, not much explanation for now. It turns out that-that person is Edgar, so Cameron immediately started going along with him. He doesn't care who that "cousin" is but no matter who it is he would've fallen for him. Since the start of the story it was mentioned a lot indirectly that his love was unrealistic yet poetic, but also devoted. Since you said you don't mind spoilers I will say it
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Basically I saw that Cameron died, and it appears that Edgar and June killed him together. They didn't look exactly happy about killing him so I'm assuming it was a no choice scenario. Then they kind of make out but there's no passion, they both look sort of dead with no light in their eyes and there's blood all around them. I personally think Cameron holds affection for both June and Edgar, but more extreme for Edgar since he's the cousin. It really is a three way since each duo has their own dynamic, so Edgar and June ends up together just like how they were at first but now with Cameron in the picture-they both look crazy.
also imo I don't think Cameron is a narcissist at all, I feel like it's more of a facade. In contradictory I think he's insecure as hell, everyone loves him for his looks but the love has never been real to him. You should reread when the story ends! I think there's like only twenty chapters left