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i am confused by this story, im om ch 40

SO, she died by poison on her teenage years (i assume)

then she got a second chance, she try to fix that by clinging to a tyrant that only kills 1 person so far.

but she got a memory of her past that she already married to the tyrant and became an empress (i assume she's an adult already)

is she the same fuckin person from the beginning? wasn't she just supposed to get killed young, where is this married comes from?

i must've missed something, are this story teller dumb?
are this two timeline or three?

isn't this story supposed to be depressing and full of vengeance?
why is it romance, hugging, kissing, flirting and flower on most of the page? also that reverse harem, i didn't come for this.

IT DID NOT MAKE SENSE !!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

i rarely start a topic, this manhua triggered me