cryingtears want to read (All 4)
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Omg I remember reading the novel for this a long time ago! I didn’t think there would be a manhua for it, but here we are (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Can you tell me where I can read the novel?
Literally love you for sharing and not gatekeeping
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I just finished reading it all
If anyone has read the novel, can someone give me a (detailed) summary of the entire plot bc the comments are confusing me ╥﹏╥ please and thank you
Me too :)
Read the full story like a month ago but iirs Jiwook and Juyeon used to be good pals, but then Juyeon confessed to Jiwook, and Jiwook was like "what the hell? You're gay? You disgust me!" And started bullying Juyeon it started with physical abuse until it became sexual.
Jiwook and his friends would rape Juyeon because "You like guys right?" (like wtf) and would blackmail Juyeon with some pics they took of him, like Jiwook is literally a piece of human garbage.
At one point his pictures gets spread and his mom finds out, this causes her to get traumatized by the colour of red because Juyeon had red lipstick on him in one of the photos, this causes her to get institutionalized.
Jump to current timeline, Juyeon becomes crazy (literally) with revenge, because everyone seemed to move on with their lives while he was still suffering from what Jiwook and his friends did to him.
And then Jiwook gets amnesia and this pisses Juyeon off because "Why do you get to forget the shit you put me through while I have to suffer for it, you bastard?!" He becomes insane x2.
Juyeon gives Jiwook a taste of his own medicine and gets raped a lot in the story because of the blackmail (pictures) Juyeon has of him. He gets gangraped by people who hate him so it was a gangrape that included a lot of physical abuse (just remembering it makes me queasy and I've read a lot of fucked up stories), he even had a baseball bat shoved inside his ass.
At some point Jiwook remembers and begs Juyeon for forgiveness, he also gets extreme anxiety from going outside in fear that the people who raped him would "Come back for more." so he relies on Juyeon now.
Also, Juyeon doesn't even feel for Jiwook's suffering at one point, like the dude just became emotionally numb to his own revenge.
By the end Jiwook becomes his partner (by this, I mean pet and toy) because Jiwook is so traumatized he only sees Juyeon as his source of living.
The End
(Side Note: The summary isn't accurate because I'm using my memory some some parts might be not right. Also I haven't read the side stories yet bc after reading the whole thing I literally went on a mountain hike just to cleanse my brain lmao.)